"Giving Back to God" and Reader Appreciation Compilation

Witness 2 has some thoughts on "charity", and we want to say thank you to avid readers and supporters. This is a compilation post on many different topics from readers, as well.

Shout-out to one of our readers (Color Tree) who made this card that is part of a larger game that you can access here with 1,080 cards representing these end times! Find out more later in this post.

Part 1: Introduction

One of the best parts of running this website is receiving emails from readers, many of whom have become friends and confidants. I (Witness 2) am mostly in charge of the email replies, but we both thoroughly enjoy the questions, encouragement, and thoughts shared with us on a daily basis. Every so often we get a super encouraging email, and we thank you for those who decide to build us up and encourage us as we, at times, get downtrodden.

In this past week or so, I have received some things that I believe other readers should read and check out. It is extremely important that we all support each other in fellowship in these end times, so if you want to be added to our email list, please let us know.

Before I get into the dreams, testimonies, and work various readers have sent to us in this compilation post, I wanted to write a brief word on charity and love to, hopefully, inspire someone to give in a way they hadn't considered - how can we give back to God?

Witness 2 - Giving Back to God

One thing to consider is Judgment Day is coming soon. This is one of the best testimonies I have heard on the topic, and it isn't long. To summarize, a man gets a vision of Judgment Day, and He is told that he has unforgiveness in his heart, amongst other sins. In this video, he explains that our lives are a testimony for or against us. Moreover, he explains that there is nothing to defend with your mouth at this point, as a "screen" plays and shows any given moment in your life to testify for or against you. Truly, this testimony is chilling, and I sincerely ask you watch it before continuing this post.

As mentioned earlier, I spend a lot of time talking with people around the world, through emails, phone calls, and even in person. I have been able to gather a few thematic messages I receive from people that I believe God wants me to lovingly rebuke:

1) I am too busy. Sorry I have been so busy, but I can't write this testimony or take on this task.
2) I don't have any money to give.
3) I don't know what to do for God. I am too depressed, anxious, etc.

Let us explore all of these "excuses" we give God, and how we can combat them with His word.

I Am TOO Busy!

First and foremost, we are going to give an account of our lives before Jesus Christ on Judgment Day. Well, really, our lives will give an account for or against us, as shown in the video testimony.

These excuses we often give to our brothers and sisters in Christ will not work before God. When we become Christians, we are a new creation, and we are expected to carry out our true purpose for God. If you do not know what your purpose is, start simple. On a fundamental level, your purpose as a Christian is to lead others to Christ, or in these end times, bring them to repentance.

For the first point, being too busy for God is a sin. That means something else has become an idol in your life, and God is clear that you need to love Him first, with all your heart.

When people tell me they are too busy, I think one thought in my head: "Get off your phones." If you have time to scroll through YouTube, Bitchute, Reddit, 4chan, Facebook, Instagram, etc., then you have time for God.

If you are too busy for God, then you are too busy. If "busyness" is getting in the way of your work for God, this is your sign to make some changes. Find ways to integrate God into your day. If you work, use your breaks for prayer. If you have children or a family, pray with them, and do daily bible studies! If you have a hobby, consider how it can be used for God. For example, I love photography and I use my photos to share beautiful bible verses daily. Submit your artwork to us, and we can use it in our posts. If you are a writer, send something to us, and we can share it. Honestly, if you don't know what to do, we probably can help you share your gifts.

If you really don't know what else to do with your time, share our writings! That is a way that you can please God, if you truly support us and believe what we are saying is truth. You can even do so anonymously, on a variety of internet forums. All of our work is free and easily accessible.

The point is that if you are living a life too busy for God, on Judgment Day, that will be your testimony. "I was too busy for you Lord", and He will say, "I never knew you." I mean, how can He know you if you don't spend any time with Him or for Him?

I Am Too Poor!

Second, I understand most reading are not rich. Witness 1 and I are not rich. For all intents and purposes, we would probably be labeled poor by most standards in America. However, God has deeply changed my feelings on charity because I went back to His word to see what it really said.

We are not here to store up treasures on Earth. One common theme in my correspondences with people is they say they have no money to give others.

Now, before I lovingly rebuke this concept, I used to have the same mentality. I mean, look, I am not rich, I have some debt, and I sincerely don't have a lot of extra at the end of the month. How could I be giving any extra money away?

The Bible led me to some ideas to counter that viewpoint, such as the classic poor widow. She gave all she had, just two copper coins, which was more to God then all the rich people giving.

Note, there is no excuse given by the poor widow. She just gives, and she gives what she has - what is her heart. The Bible doesn't say, "Give - but don't give if you are poor." Rather, it tells us to give to those who ask, and don't turn others away.

This topic surely brings up a lot of angry feelings. If you are getting angry or defensive in your mind as you read this, this is a sign that it is time for reflection on your charity and giving.

Jesus challenges us on our view of giving in this passage here:

40 And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. 41 If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles. 42 Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

When you think of Jesus's greatest commandments, they are all about agape love, or sacrificial love, for others. Jesus IS the sacrifice of love, and if we want to walk like Jesus, we have to be willing to sacrifice. I have written more on this topic here.

When I started giving more freely - my money, my time, my writing, etc., something changed in my life. The greatest reward, I believe, is my excitement due to pleasing God. When I do something, I say, "God, this is for you! This is for you, Jesus. because of the love you have shown for me." It feels really rewarding when we know God is pleased with us. One day, I want Him to say to me: "Well done, my good and faithful servant!" Don't you?

Note the word servant! Jesus served when He came, and note we must serve others to emulate Him, hence His example of washing the feet of others.

How do we serve God and others? We no longer sacrifice animals or food to the Lord, like in the Old Testament. However, we can sacrifice money, gifts, time, resources, etc. for others.

If this is a point of contention for you, I sincerely think you should seek God in prayer about what is holding you back from giving.

I have found that whenever I give out chunks of money for the purpose of serving God's Kingdom, it is always restored someway, somehow. The past few weeks, I went well over my charity budget, and I was a little worried, as I still needed gas and some things for the week. I am not saying this to brag, as I know we aren't supposed to reveal this type of thing to others, but I wanted to give a true testimony on how God is watching everything we do, and He often repays us in ways we don't expect.

So, strangely, this weekend, when I received my internet bill, it was only half the price it usually is. There could be no reason for this - it was just half. Further, when I opened my bank account, I had $40 extra dollars. I budget and manage my money pretty meticulously, so that money came from absolutely nowhere but God. Moreover, Witness 1 and I also received some delicious steaks (which we never can afford to buy) for free this week, and we thank God greatly for all of this!

You may think, "Well, that's all just coincidence", but I am telling you, I have lived long enough for God to really start believe that there is no such thing as coincidence. I just don't believe in coincidences any longer when serving Jesus Christ.

What we sow, we will reap. If you struggle with money, it may be almost impossible for you to consider giving, but I would challenge yourself to do so. You would be surprised by how God rewards you. Now, we shouldn't give solely to receive a reward; however, don't be surprised when you are rewarded for generosity.

If we are greedy in this lifetime, our lives will testify against us on Judgment Day. If you have not found ways to give or support others, now is your time to think about that. Though I am sincerely not trying to pester anyone, consider donating to this page to expand the work we are doing for the world. If you are interested about what we are doing more specifically, email us.

I'm Too Depressed To Do Anything

I have moments of self-pity, and in Mystery Babylon, self-pity is a huge, growing movement, becoming an American virtue. We all have things to complain about, but the question is, is that what God wants from us? Does God want us to constantly feel sorry for ourselves?

Look, I am not saying you can't ever be sad or down or depressed. Still, we can acknowledge these feelings and not use them as an excuse to avoid work for God. I do much of this writing while I am depressed and mourning. However, by the time I'm done, I always feel better.

I'm challenging you with this question: Are you grateful for what you do have?

Comfort has destroyed Babylonians. Because of our constant comfort, most don't know what true suffering is like. My experiences working with many congregations in Africa and Pakistan has taught me to stop complaining (as much). Many of the people I work with go to church with dirt floors and lawn chairs. They have the most simple ingredients for food. They are constantly shouting praises to God, yet they have some of the most challenging situations I have ever seen.

I believe comfort is the single greatest psychological weapon used in Mystery Babylon, as it keeps people complacent, complaining, lazy, and entitled. I will write more about how "comfort kills" in a future blog post, but for now, consider comfort as a weapon used by Satan. Remember, Satan likes to keep people comfortable, as in comfort, there is no movement, especially spiritually.

If you eat every day, you are better off than a large portion of the world.

Unfortunately, no matter what I write about gratitude, most do not take it well. Again, if this post is making you angry or annoyed, go to God in prayer and ask Him what it is that is bugging you about what I write. Perhaps there is something you need to face in your heart, and God can bring you to that.

God has told me "Gratitude is an act of power." When we are grateful to God for our lives just as they are, we sincerely bring POWER to the physical realm we are in because we are standing in the presence of God through our gratitude and praises. When we give thanks and praise to God, Jesus is in our presence.

But don't take my word for it. The Bible calls us to be grateful even in our suffering:

1 Thessalonians 5:18

"Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you."

Psalm 103:2-5

"Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's."

James 1:2-4

"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."

I can keep going, but I believe you are getting the point. If we are in a constant state of self-pitying or complaint, then truly, another spirit has taken you over. If you are in this state continually, then you might want to consider that you are not accessing the Holy Spirit fully on a daily basis. Please read this post here for more information about how to access the Holy Spirt. You also might want to consider there are demons attacking you, and you can contact us for help.

Now, when I write these things, please remember that I am working on all of these items, too. My goal is that through this writing, we can improve and readers will, too.

I hope these points were helpful to someone, but now I'd like to get into the second part of this post.

I sincerely thank the readers that have allowed me to post their content for the purpose of building up this ministry. May God bless you sincerely, and we are truly thankful!

Part 2: Reader Content

Color Tree Memes and More about the Card Game featured above:

Thank you Color Tree for using your artwork to benefit the Kingdom of God!

He calls it an "interactive open source memetic simulacrum." He writes, "Check out the top of either of the accounting sheets to see the numerology (it's all summarized on the top right). card numbers were randomly assigned. It was made about 90% intuitively, not much planning or calculation involved. The platform for playing is not read yet, but it will be soon. It's just a matter of uploading the image files to an open source table top simulator - it won't be long."

Awesome work, our brother in Christ! Thank you for the awesome memes, as well!

Dream from Anonymous

This morning I woke up and was thinking on a dream that I had on Friday night into Saturday morning, which I had prayed for some understanding and knowledge on that I might not be too confused about it, only after reading your blog post yesterday and searching up a phrase I heard did it start to make some sense.

In this "dream" (I did not have a very good night of sleep that night, this was the last thing that I can remember, but I know I was shown other things they are just locked away in my mind), I was brought by what I can only assume to be an angel or spirit of God (I did not see him) of some kind to be looking down on a "chart" that looked something like this:

Where from my understanding the cyan color was things that have already happened, the dark blue is where I was brought, and the light blue is yet to happen. As to what the black and grey represent I have no idea. As this "chart" was shown before me the last thing that I remember is the phrase:

"This is as far as I can take you. It is now up to you to unravel the Prophecy of Megiddo and that of Resurrection."

Once this was said unto me, I awoke with the only thought in my mind "what the heck does megiddo mean?"

This morning when I woke up I had the thought to google the phrase "Prophecy of Megiddo" which, surprise surprise, brought up the battle of Armageddon (Har Megiddo).

After this it all started to click together. I wrote the following down in a notebook with a note to send it to you both as God has been urging me to do so since/while I wrote it, here what I wrote after seeing the search results and reading your articles the day prior:
The increased surveillance on the people will be due to the Final War, the War of Har'Megiddon, where biologics will be used willy nilly, and vaccines against these biologics will be mRNA based and required. This war will justify in the minds of those who see, and are yet blind:

A digital currency, due to financial collapse
Vaccine Passports/digital IDs due to the biologics and people being scared of them/the want to not be affected by man-made diseases
Constant surveillance
Martial Law, due to the war
More unspeakable acts portrayed/done by the gov

Executions will become commonplace, even broadcast, to act as a vent for the rage people feel towards those who have been labeled traitors, and to scare them into submission/compliance . Many executed will be those who refuse the "new system", or are devout Christians.

I do not know if this means anything to you both, or if this is even valuable information. I am just hoping that this does not feel like some schizoid ramblings of a man who wants to feel useful to God, and I would not blame you for thinking so as I do want to be useful to God. This is my thoughts on what might be the start of the War, for I just remembered as I was typing this, but did not write down in my journal as I did not feel compelled to (for this is my opinion) that the Russo-Ukrainian War is the beginning of it. Most western/European countries are already involved in the conflict in some way, as is China and other select countries around the world. Sides are already being picked for this final "secular" war. This provides an excuse to squeeze more wealth out of the nations' people, ruining economies to make way for whatever NWO plans they have and more. But again this is only conjecture based off of my knowledge of the goings on in the world.

Interpretation from Witness 2:

This is the reply I sent to our brother.

The chart shows where we are in tribulation. We believe the tribulation has already started. I believe the light blue was the beginning, and now, the dark blue is where we are in and where we are headed. I believe the black on the left is the past, and the black on the right is what to come. I believe there could be more dark blue - or after the dark blue, we will just go directly into black. I am sure you have read about my dreams, but in a recent one I had a dream I was 9 weeks pregnant, which in terms of pregnancy would put us at about 20% of the tribulation finished. If I am reading your chart right, it looks to be about 25% finished, if we are looking from where the blue starts to what is left on the black. Of course, I understand you may not have been able to record it exactly, but that's just my general impression.
When I had the pregnancy dream, I believe God is telling me the birth pangs will increase but we are not at the final hour yet. I believe what your dream is showing is what will be coming toward the end, and it lines up exactly with what we are saying. It also shows that it isn't that far off, even if we don't have the timelines exact. A pregnancy is only 9 months, so if we are 9 weeks in (or a little bit since then), then we are about 2ish months into it. I'm not saying either of these timelines are perfect, but I believe what you dreamed isn't incredibly far-off. In fact, I am thinking 2024 - 2025 are key years of destruction when it comes to the economy and war. I forsee Trump coming back (The Father of Vaccines), and a new digital id/vaccine system in place. Even if it is not Trump, somebody will have to come back and lead all of this (and I've had so many dreams of me fighting against Trump). Though Witness 1 and I firmly believe it is Trump at this point.
There is nothing "schizo" about your words. They are actually very well laid out and eloquent, which is why I want to post just as it is.
One thing I want to add is the fact that Christians will suffer. This, again, validates what we have been saying. There is no "pre-trib" rapture to save us. Many Christians will be martyred for not taking the mark and bowing down. While this isn't the nicest thing people want to hear, it is the truth, and that is why we are sharing it.

I had a dream about "no peace in June", and I believe June will be a key month for changes. I don't believe everything will change in June; however, there is something maybe that will happen that is unsettling.

I could be wrong. We can only know in part, and therefore, prophesy in part.
But, what I'm thinking is this time of so-called peace is coming to an end. There will be more sicknesses, maybe another major pandemic, and changes occurring. They need to get people disgruntled and angry, as noted in your dream.

With the vax, I definitely think it will be part of the "mind control." I believe that people who took it are subject to this mind control if they do not repent.

When I have been talking to "right wing" vaxxed Christian people, they truly seem ready to fight in a Civil War or what they believe will be a "revolution." Whatever "revolution" happens will be a deception, and it will amount to what you saw in your dream.

Follow-up Email from Anonymous

Hey Guys,

Before I begin I do want to thank you for all of your writings, they are greatly appreciated and help fend off the pressing doom and gloom (and boredom) I've been feeling lately.
Now that I have gotten that out of the way, here are my thoughts. I was reading one of your blog posts, at the end you guys talk about the Bluetooth challenge, that people whom have taken the mark have (I clicked through to the book and skimmed down to the part where you explain how to do the test, did it myself, and by the Grace of God warning me in 2020, I came out clean) a bluetooth MAC address broadcast from them. As I was reading this and doing the test it came to my mind that "Huh, since this application tells me the distance from an object (my computer, and the other apartments devices (all more than a meter away) in this case) I could use this (not directly of course but the concept) to identify things that do not have a MAC address and are not broadcasting a bluetooth signal (aka acting as a beacon), similar to my RFID badge for work."

This is when something clicked in my mind. Going back to look at the blog you had written about Dreams of the Mark and the Digital ID, I came to the conclusion the device (Scanner) that Angela talks about in Dream Number Two is most likely a device that can do a couple of things.

Determine the distance between a bluetooth beacon and the requestor (phone app, or scanning device (a wand if you will))
Pull up any and all available information about said person based on the unique identifier up to and including their current heart rate and other live biometric data

This would explain the contract that was seen mentioning the words "human quantum dot" as this is probably the "in" for people to gain access to all of their money, services (entertainment, movies, restaurants, ect.), licenses, etc., after the NWO or whatever cataclysmic event justifies these things (WWIII and the Final War perhaps as mentioned in my prior email?).

Moreover as I typed this email up, I thought about what design requirements I would want to have if I were to design a wand to help determine what a device is and its information for close/short range scanning of a singular device, and here is what I came up with.

Needs to be limited in range to accommodate the weak? signal strength by beacon/transmitter (cone shaped range from receiver, I also have no idea how strong (again range) the bluetooth emissions of the marked are) probably no more than 4 or so feet from where I am holding the wand
Needs to be connected to the internet for retrieval/confirmation of data from centralized data store (amazon.gov? or a/the Cloud (ref. to the Cloud of Witness that Paul talks about in Heb 12:1, but the enemies)
Needs to either display such data once it is retrieved, or send it to a device near the user (computer in earlier prototypes, phone app, ... neurolink perhaps?)
Needs to display or notify the user if no such information was found
It also needs to be hand held or easy to transport with ease of use for training new users quickly on how to use the device

If no such information was found (and assuming that there is no other reason as to why that could be, cell service, bad connection, connection timeout, ect.) it would be able to easily identify objects that are not in the system. This would also require the need for the quantum dot tattoo, as a means of secondary validation in the case that all cases are at the norm. In short, the Digital ID is already in place waiting to be activated. They have access to all of your data already (because of course they do), all they need now is to link it directly to you in an easily identifiable and unique way, the MAC address that you give off if you take the mark.

Again I will say that to me this feels like I took a bigger than normal amount of crazy pills this morning and they only kicked in just before I started typing this out, because I guarantee that this is doable with all of the technology today and probably has been done, just not for the purposes that we both know it could be used for (and as outlined here). Just read through the blurb/overview from the wikipedia (as much as I dislike using it) article I linked above. If someone else has already brought this potential to your attention, then let this serve as confirmation of the idea. If not then please do your own research (a.k.a search for RFID chips and bluetooth beacons and how they work) to confirm my thoughts and tell me if I am taking too many crazy pills if I am wrong so I can ask God to lower the dosage just a bit (not too much though). Another thought I just had was what if part of the reason that the Holy Spirit leaves is because the bioelectric noise in you start broadcasting is too loud. I mean I would not want to live in a house that is noisier on the inside than the outside, aside from the fact that the noise being produced is a beacon (go read the definition of beacon again if you have not already gotten it, especially the example usages) of your enemy.

Once again I would like to thank you for all that you do, for you truly are a light in the darkness. May God keep both of your lamps filled with oil that you may show others the way forward unto His Greater Light. Please reach out with questions if you have any, maybe you will ask the right question(s) that will prompt me to, by the Grace of the Creator, think of the things that I might have missed. And if you wish to use this in any form then you have my permission, I already sent this to you to get your thoughts so feel free.

Commentary from Witness 2: I don't have much to add because I believe our brother is spot on with his theories. As we have been writing, the vaccine will be somehow tied to what is coming, and this was the "software" needed to sync up with the physical manifestation of the mark. I thank my brother for his kind and encouraging words, as well as his insights. God bless my brother in Jesus's name!

Commentary from Witness 1: Yes, this was exactly the point of my Sitting in the Temple: The Gene Therapy Injection as Biotechnological Warfare writing. I agree with what you said, and thank you for your message. I understand how it seems crazy, and yet, there's no denying that it's happening.

Testimony from Anon Woman

Believe it or not, there are cool women out there. I am often very excited when I meet women who read and like our stuff, as we know there is a huge attack on women in regards to the Jezebel spirit (amongst many other things). Hopefully, what I write as a woman helps people, but I would like to share a testimony from a sister in Christ and how she came to the truth:

>How, as a woman, did you figure out all of the truths?\

Man, I'm not sure how to start with this without regaling my whole life story on you. I was basically a nerdy kid who didn't have friends, because I was into things like games and anime while growing up in the 2000s, which was before those things became 'cool'. It's not that anyone picked on me for it, but I was extremely insecure and self-conscious about it. My social skills were also just bad. Instead of trying to fit in though I went into this other route of being very asocial and just conceding that I was weird, so whatever.

Simultaneously I was left on my own a lot and had unrestricted access to the internet from a really young age (again before this was 'normal'). I knew a screwed-up underbelly to life existed (weird fetish porn, online creeps, transsexuality, bestiality, general LGB/leftist politics) through the communities I was in (pokemon) by the time I was 8. I was also actively lurking Something Awful (absolute cesspit) and prided myself in knowing about these weird, 'counterculture' things nobody else did. Like, 'I know how dark the world REALLY gets!'. I'm not sure how to describe this, but I always was rather prideful and direct in a way where if I decided I didn't like a thing, I wouldn't bother with it, if I didn't understand a thing, I'd make an effort to try, and if I was going to give my opinion, I didn't want to twist it to be more palatable to others. I was mean but in my own head I valued this idea of having integrity, honesty, and just being right. I also valued being seen as (and moreover actually being) smarter than others and was generally quite condescending despite often being younger than everyone. If I thought someone was a loser I was direct about saying it. (To be clear, I was very repulsed by the porn stuff).

So by complete accident just by being very unsociable I dodged a lot of the 'early traps' that can affect a woman. I didn't want to experiment with boyfriends or date because what's the point if I'm not going to marry him? I didn't want to go out to parties because what are you going to do there, meet people, date, and socialize when I don't care about that, and you'll likely not even see those people again? I didn't want to drink, what's the point in that, don't you know you get addicted to drugs? And why bother with fashion or makeup, either, if I'm not trying to impress anyone! (Truthfully I was just never taught how to use either and was terrified of looking awful while trying). Even the point of life itself was kind of like, 'so what!', you go to school to go to university to get a degree to get a good job to get money so that you can live... so what! What do you even need money for beyond food? And even if you splurge (irresponsibly!) on luxuries, so what, you'll just die after! I was in a rather fortunate position where I didn't need all the preamble to get to the money -> live position, so everything presented as a 'normal' goal in life felt more or less like an obligatory, 'you ought to do this, just because', with the real driver of the 'just because' being my ego, so that I could say that I could do these normal things everyone else did, I just didn't want to because for me they were pointless.

And if at the end of it all I just fail and die, oh well, it's just the same thing that would always happen!

It was a really bad mentality. I was of course also an atheist. I was living mostly vicariously through fictional worlds because they seemed more exciting than real life, with crazy things like magic and overthrowing gods and saving the world, and the characters in them felt loveable since they were quirky and fun and not real. Around here is where I started using 4chan for fandom purposes and realized there was no logical counterpoint to natsoc; my political stance before that was leftist, but I was breaking mentally by my own acknowledgement of the contradictions and stupidities inside it of that I was getting at face-first blast due to being active on tumblr (how can you support woman's rights AND islam/how can you be atheist and support judaism or islam/why does feminism want priorities over men instead of just equality which they got? Every society in history was patriarchal, so isn't that just how it WORKS?/why are whites blamed for EVERYTHING/if white countries are so oppressive, why does everyone immigrate here!/how can you be 'asexual' but still want to date, faker!/'demisexual' at 14 is just NORMAL!/otherkin is obviously fake so how is that different from transsexuality!/if transsexuality isn't a medical issue, why call it anything but a fashion trend, and if it is, why not treat it like any other mental disorder and stop legitimizing obvious nonsense like 'bungender'!/if a gay person can't control what they're attracted to, what logic do you have against a pedophile?/and why are all you idiots trying SO HARD to be labelled as mentally ill?!) So on. I knew the people who supported this stuff and knew by and large they were losers. I was conscious that 4chan was full of nazis and genuinely scared of exposing myself to it because if they were right, (and I was genuinely intrigued at the logical notion: history is written by the victors, so what about WW2?), that would very overtly change my entire view of how the world works.

It did. All those /pol/ meme statistics worked. They were just undeniable.

Then gamergate happened. That was like an 'alright, it's up' kind of moment. If the media could collude over something as stupidly inconsequential as video games, it's obviously affecting other things too. And if it won't even leave alone something as stupidly inconsequential as video games, then obviously it's going for everything. I had prior realized at a really random moment that if you were able to control consensus of opinion through the media, then you could control all the stimuli that would lead to anyone making decisions, since (as an atheist) people's reactions are all just chemicals and if you can incur the right chemicals this way or that way they will make a certain response, and people learn most everything of what's going on in the 'the world' through the media. If you control people's perceptions, you can control their world by owning all their points of reference. Further, regardless of that if everyone agreed a thing was true, they would be unlikely to buck that narrative simply for social cohesion. And if you could condition someone in a Pavlovian way to like a certain thing by associating something disliked with something liked, like homosexuality with video games... Even at the time I instinctually knew this was stupid and dismissed it really quickly, but realized that if I could think this at 16, and that I was usually ahead of the curve on depraved ideas like this, then someone older with the position and power to actually try it definitely existed. ...no, nobody could be that dumb, right? Gamergate was like a 'hey! NOPE, YOU WERE TOTALLY RIGHT!' moment for me.

Simultaneously, letting go of all the insane leftist stuff, and being venerated that my questions with it all were indeed prescient, made me feel a lot more relaxed and better about myself. The world made a whole lot more sense through the natsoc paradigm, and I became a lot less anxious, and being white all the needless self-punishing from anti-white rhetoric turned into a 'you hate us cause you ain't us, sucks that our weakness is the same altruistic empathy that makes us so lovely!' type of comfortable conceit.

2016 then happened with Trump's election. The biggest impact this had for me is that I stopped being atheist. I became gnostic. The weird numerology prolific on /pol/ when the election happened, termed 'meme magic', concurrent with other strange happenings, when everything seemed in lockstep for Hillary, convinced me the world had to have a metaphysical element that was real and active. I also had struck the question in atheism that, if our brain is all chemical responses to stimuli, then every action and even every thought anyone has is just the inevitable conclusion of an atom striking an atom striking an atom striking an atom in a deterministic fashion going all the way back to the big bang, and that neither 'self' or 'free will' exist. I decided this was a pointlessly horrible perspective to keep and that people's wills, and as such souls, have to be real, and sourced from somewhere outside of material universe. Supernatural things: now profoundly near and important.

This made the real world a lot more exciting. I started getting into magic and occult type study, though really only to the degree you get by shitposting on /x/. (That is, in retrospect entirely by the grace of God, I never did any actual rituals or anything before getting cold feet 'nah' about it). Simultaneously I started a writing project to occupy my time and express, or experiment with, a lot of these concerns and ideas I was having, which was also based on a gnostic-type premise/worldbuilding. I started to get it in me that I really wanted to find out who God was, though I was trepidatious about it being Christian God Yahweh, and this writing project was kind of like my sandbox to do that, or like a kind of invitation, 'is it kind of like this?'. Or, 'if you were omnipotent and all-loving, what would that look like?'. I was guessing about a lot of things because I still hadn't read the Bible. I also made the #1 idiot gnostic mistake of thinking God's nature changed between the old and new testament, or that there was some kind of contradiction between OT God and Jesus -- big whoops. I might have enough 'fictional buffer' to work around that but it's an obvious allegory in my plot now that SERIOUSLY bothers me.

As I'm doing this I'm starting to realize there's a commonality in all this occult knowledge. It's all 'left hand path'. To quickly summarize, basically every esoteric 'secret' you could know, the purpose of the 'left hand' is to impose your will over everything else and ascend to godhood. (This is in opposition to the 'right hand', where you're agglomerated into the existing God. How does that happen? Who knows! You won't find it in esoterica. And the idea of being agglomerated was pretty scary...) But more and more I was realizing that even this so lofty great metaphysical goal was pointless! If that's the goal of everyone reaching for esoteric transcendence, then it's just a fluffed-up survival of the fittest match! And how do you think your way to transcendence? Who's ever done that? Has any philosopher done that? No! Have I done that? No, and my stupid brain never shuts up! What do you do once you're God? Just like... what, make things? I don't want to MAKE an ACTUAL UNIVERSE! My fictional one I already have, if it actually existed, is horrible! That's way too much responsibility! I'm happier with someone good in charge! But what else would you DO? Sit in a void? Stare in a mirror???? Some gnostics already think that, but if all of life is just God looking at Himself from a billion different perspectives, then what's the point of trying to be the perspective that just goes back to looking at itself getting hurt? It's an amoral philosophy!

And at the same time, natsoc's like that too! If you accept that one race is just superior... why would you keep other races around? The common idea is that everyone stays in their countries, but if you follow natsoc through, that's stupid. If you're just inherently so much better and so much more of a blessing to the world, why not kill everyone not like you and ensure only your genes fill the world to proliferate those wonderful blessings? And obviously 'white genes' or any genes aren't perfect because there still are white criminals; and conniving whites who accept deals with unscrupulous people to let this whole state of the world happen in the first place. Then do you start going after the bad white genes too? Where do you stop? Genocide is the logical end of it but it's one that as much as the stupid 'homosexuality Pavlov conditioning' idea instinctually rubs as very wrong. It's the same left hand path, 'everyone but me must die' pattern.

More and more I realized there was no satisfying way to do gnosticism. It wasn't good that characters (or people) in a gnostic world could be horrible and then just zip up to Heaven. My worldbuilding and plots were shifting more and more towards a metaphysical climate with good and evil poles, and I started looking more towards Christian 'esoterica' for understanding or inspiration. Exorcisms. Enoch. I already knew that all my favorite stories were written by Christians, and that Christian genre fiction (that I wanted to try and echo) stood substantially above the rest while being just weird and compelling. The core of my plotlines were honestly always Christian. There was this weird consistent theme about aliens fleeing at the name of Jesus, but only Jesus, demons only fleeing by Jesus, demons being obsessed with pretending to be Jesus and ALWAYS Jesus, there's something just special about Jesus. Even I've always known that. I've always loved Jesus, at least as far as my conception of Him went. The climate of the world was getting worse and worse in an overt Satanic shift. The negative pole was real, the positive must be too. But I just couldn't understand Yahweh's plan why He would make the world as it was and was rather crestfallen by the idea that the other 'gods' or 'spirits' I'd become familiar to through mythology and fiction could be illegitimate. Why was paganism bad? What's the position of those gods in everything, can't God and them be friends? And what are Heaven and Hell even like...

Then some very chance 'circumstances' dropped Emmanuel Swedenborg into my lap and I bashed my face in and finally read the Bible. Okay it wasn't that dramatic but I did feel like a massive idiot.

UGHHHH! UGHHHHHHHHH!!!! I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING

Why is all esoteric knowledge the 'left hand path'? Because the right hand is CHRISTIANITY, DUMMY, AND IT'S BEEN SITTING RIGHT THERE AS THE UNCOVERED CANDLESTICK ALL ALONG!

So that was when I really converted. Saying this kind of hinges it on Swedenborg a lot, but the conception he described of the afterlife and mechanics of the spiritual world, and their relation to physical reality, was to my mind perfect. I could not conceive a mechanism of the world better than that even though trying for something at least 'suitable' had been the whole aim of my 'thought experiment' with my fiction. Moreover, if God's way is that or better, then frankly that is incredible. First Bible chapters I pick up after it happen to be John and Paul's letters. wowie, it feels like it lines up. I ask God about it. 'Is Swedenborg legit?'. Answer a fat yes. It's not the Bible so I'm still wobbly but if the Lord says I'm not arguing. I had accepted Terry Davis already as a legitimate prophet. There's a person on Twitter (great credentials I know, but who's going to be asking the 'experts'!) who does offerings to God in TempleOS and asks Him questions. Answers there line up. NDEs. They line up. Testimonies from exorcists! They line up! C S Lewis, Mere Christianity, hey why do none of the churches make it clearer that 'co-inheritors with Christ' and 'judging angels' carries the implication of something better than what we call 'godhood'! Then there's you guys too, obviously devoted to truth and to study and practice of the Bible, and you're lining up too. Bump into a prophet who as far as I can tell is legitimate and she's lining up. Podcast from Orthodox priests wipes out my doubts on the paganism thing. Seek and you'll bloody well find INDEED! THANKS LORD!

And that's where I am about now. I'm trying to be more devoted and faithful and good at the whole 'loving others' thing, since I am still pretty asocial and that makes me nervous, and better at going outside and appreciating/contributing to God's worldbuilding. This turned into kind of a fat blog but it's a pretty big question and I'm grateful to be able to share it all, so I thank you a lot for asking it.

Commentary from Witness 2: Thank you, sister, for allowing this very honest testimony. We will be writing a coming post about the flaws of the "Christianity Identity" movement. It is taking us some time because we want to make sure it is good, research-based, and addresses all of the typical NatSoc arguments. So, be patient with us, but it is coming.

We believe all humans can come to Christ, and we are so happy this woman has come to this same conclusion and found Jesus Christ.

I pray for sores upon those who refuse the knowledge of the truth about the vaccine. 9/14/24

Quick advice from Anonymous

After reading your article (Do you want to be healed?) I would like to share my discovery, which helped me personally. Somewhere I read an article on how to deal with bad thoughts, and there was advice: "Say to yourself or out loud: - I renounce this thought." No matter how many bad thoughts there are, the pronunciation of these words is like a stamp of unsuitability, after which there are fewer bad thoughts and they are less and less. It disciplines one's own thoughts. There will be fewer bad thoughts next time because you have subconsciously trained yourself to reject what is bad.

Not only psychology is involved in this, but also your own assertion that you are renouncing the bad thought that has entered your head. And we know that sometimes our thoughts are not ours.

Maybe it will help someone :)
God bless you.

Angela's Dream

I had another MOTB dream a few nights back. I believe very spiritually significant!

I was running a race (think of our race as a follower of Christ) around a high-school style, oval track. Others were running with me as well. On the outskirts of the track, there were others throwing syringes (like darts) at us as we passed by! I was trying to avoid them hitting me as I ran. I also had a knowing they were the "mark" being thrown at us!

On about the 3-4th pass around the track, I was hit with one in my ankle. I looked down & saw the liquid oozing from where it punctured my skin, and the words "one mark" labeled on the syringe!

I cannot describe to you all the horrific, deep level of hopelessness I felt after this thing hit me, such dread and lack of hope for my soul and my eternity. There then appeared a beast of some sort of 2 or 3 headed dragon (I can't remember which the details of the beast are vague now), and as I tried to escape down an underground hatch near the track, all I could think of was how pointless any further fight for my faith (I.e. suffering/martyrdom) would be since I was now damned.

After relaying the dream to my 12 year old daughter, she pointed out the significance of being darted in my ankle that it was like the Achilles' heel. The weak point in my armor (the enemy had exploited my weak point while trying to finish my race), as with all dreams take this to the Lord Jesus Christ in prayer. I believe it was a warning to stay sober, stay vigilant, the enemy is roaming about as a roaring lion to seek to devour us in the final mile. He will pull out all stops to trip us up and mark us in the final leg of our race. Let us press on toward the high calling in Christ Jesus! Stay close to the Shepherd, brothers & sisters!

Conclusion

I want to thank my brothers and sisters in this post for allowing me to post their words here. I try to keep the writing just as it is, and I do not edit unless there is something really grammatically off or incorrect. I think this shows these are real people with real things to say.

As you can see in this post, this is how you can serve God. Share your testimonies! Share your talents. Share you ideas. Share everything.

One brother, who made all the awesome memes, said he would really like to try to do a weekly get together in perhaps a chat form. We will be exploring that and seeing what possibilities lie ahead.

So, thank you all who consistently read this blog and support us and share our work. Thank you all who spent the time contributing. We are truly thankful for you are.

Who are we without the body? We all play an important role, and don't think your role is any less important than ours. Start seeing yourself how God sees you.

Fasting Help from Anon

Here is a resource that can be shared to people looking for tips on fasting. https://snakediet.com/get-started/ There is also a Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/@SnakeDiet/videos It's got a lot of profanity but good info/motivation. Thank you both for everything you do. I'm always praying for both of you. Keep it up. We are out here spreading the word of God and your work. People notice it. The silent majority is real. Take care and God Bless.

Thank you anon for the much needed advice on Fasting and the really sweet message of encouragement. You are right - there are many of us out there! Let's speak up!

One Body with Many Members

12 For just as the body is one and has many members, and all the members of the body, though many, are one body, so it is with Christ. 13 For in one Spirit we were all baptized into one body—Jews or Greeks, slaves[a] or free—and all were made to drink of one Spirit.

14 For the body does not consist of one member but of many. 15 If the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,” that would not make it any less a part of the body. 16 And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,” that would not make it any less a part of the body. 17 If the whole body were an eye, where would be the sense of hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where would be the sense of smell? 18 But as it is, God arranged the members in the body, each one of them, as he chose. 19 If all were a single member, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts,[b] yet one body.

21 The eye cannot say to the hand, “I have no need of you,” nor again the head to the feet, “I have no need of you.” 22 On the contrary, the parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23 and on those parts of the body that we think less honorable we bestow the greater honor, and our unpresentable parts are treated with greater modesty, 24 which our more presentable parts do not require. But God has so composed the body, giving greater honor to the part that lacked it, 25 that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. 26 If one member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together.

27 Now you are the body of Christ and individually members of it.

May God bless anyone reading in Jesus's name,

- Witness 2