'I am not out of my mind...I am speaking true and rational words'
This is a testimony of ministry work from Witness 2 and why readers should believe me. I have everything to lose - nothing to gain. There is also a prophecy update from Jesse at the end of this post. May God bless all who contribute to this ministry in Jesus's name. Thanks to all who have joined the discord, as well!
Elisha's Testimony - "I Have Everything to Lose."
In my reading of Acts 26, these verses from Paul stood out to me. Please, join us in our (almost) daily Bible study, with Acts 27 on August 3, and Acts 28 on August 4.
“I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. “
I can relate to Paul, and I wanted to post a testimony for readers as to why I believe I am in my rational mind and the words of this website are the ultimate truth.
First, it is important readers understand that I was not raised with Christianity, nor did I ever aspire to be a “prophet” or work for God in any capacity in my life - ever. Like Paul, I served the world, and I even mocked and persecuted Christians during many years of my life. I considered them idiotic and would even say I hated them. I was raised to hate them, actually, like Paul. Jesus came to Paul, formerly known as Saul, and asked this question:
And he fell to the earth and heard a voice saying unto him, “Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou Me?”
Though I did not physically harm Christians, I mocked them and persecuted them in the past. I pushed a few away from Christianity, even, and I can honestly say I had hatred for Christ in my heart.
What I write next is not to boast, but rather, for readers to understand what I have decided to give up for Jesus Christ. I want to begin with a warning that this post is not an attack on anyone specific or any reader. It is just a generalization and honest testimony. For more in-depth testimonies, see my writings here.
For most of my life, I have followed a worldly path. Growing up, I was an atheist/agnostic, believing in a mixture of Buddhism, Hinduism, and even occult practices. I focused greatly on my education, and I did everything I could to be a stellar student, scoring 4.0 in highschool, graduate, and postgraduate degrees - I have always been a perfect student. I am and always have been a career-oriented person, and I have been successful in my field of work in many regards. I have always been successful in all of my worldly pursuits, and I am stereotypically attractive. I could use my face and body to make money in ways if I really wanted to do so. I am charismatic and have a personality that functions in the world. I enjoy fashion and beauty, photography, and socializing. I have many worldly talents and skills, and I am a well-rounded individual who has conquered many addictions. By all intents and purposes, I should be a “normie”, and if I have to, I easily fit in with anyone in any social situation. I am often “the life of the party”, and Witness 1 can vouch I am popular and liked most places I go.
Again, I do not write any of this to brag. I really need readers to understand that never once did I think to build a ministry, serve Jesus Christ, or “prophesy.” Even though I have some brutal testimonies, my life has largely been set up for success, and despite it all, I have been successful in the world.
To note, I see many people online who say they were called to serve Jesus or do His work since they were young, but that is not true of me. I was trained to be an adversary to Jesus Christ. The world never set me up to serve Jesus, and I never once wanted to do so. If you would have asked me over a decade ago what I wanted to do with my life, I would have told you I wanted worldly success, a family, and likely, more degrees. Those were my worldly goals, and I once did everything I could for this success.
Readers need to understand that I was trained to be successful in the world, and I am, by all intents and purposes. Though I have had my falls, I have always managed to get back up again and have worldly success. Though I am not rich (and never have been), I always found a means and way to make money and provide for myself. I have always had friends, lovers, and opportunities. Though I have many devastating aspects of my testimony, I cannot deny that God has given me some advantages in life such as educational success, and whether readers like it or not, a way with men.
Do not get angry about me writing this. In fact, you should be happy this is all true about me. You should be happy that this is true because it makes what I write even more true. I have and am giving up all of this for the truth. I understand that what I write here comes with great sacrifice to my worldly life. There are many online prophets - that is true - but most do not have much to lose. I do.
It shows you, the reader, that I am not out of my mind. I am speaking true and rational words. I have given up much of the world to serve God, and that is for good reason. It is true.
There are lunatics out there who have nothing to lose and post crazy jibberish online. I am not one of those lunatics. I have everything to lose, and I write the truth online. In fact, those lunatics will ultimately gain and lose nothing, but for me, I have everything to lose, and I have already lost much by doing this ministry.
This is what people need to understand - there is no earthly gain for me by doing this work. Even if a few people like and support me, it’s nothing in comparison to the people who do NOT like me or support me. I have never shown my face, though my face could win me followers. Rather, I have put my humiliating testimonies online to be ridiculed and critiqued. I have been accused of just about everything, yet I still do it. I do not make myself look better than I am. The things I write are the truth, even my brutal testimonies, and I often admit to my sins and shortcomings. All of this is terrifyingly painful at times, but I do it.
Truly, there has been no earthly rewards for me doing this ministry. It has caused strife in my relationships, and I have lost many people. I have given up all of my worldly relationships, and I have been betrayed by nearly every person I know. Though I still function and go to work, I am alone. I do my best, but I am alone most of the time and I spend the day with God. I spend the majority of my day in prayer. I spend a lot of my time attacked. I spend much of my time alone, other than when I am serving and helping people.
To reiterate, there is nothing to gain by doing this site. Every so often I get a compliment, but not often. In fact, most emails addressed to me are slight insults that people think I do not pick up on, but I do. I spend hours helping people, only for people to turn their back on me months later and say it just wasn’t good enough. This ministry, for me, has caused much more worldly pain than joy, and I rarely post how people harm me because I must forgive them. I spend many of my days crying - that is the truth. Though I have found the secret to joy, like Paul, even in persecution, that does not mean I do not feel pain.
So, then, why would I do this? There would be no rational reason for me to give up everything for a lie, and I’m not. I’m giving up everything for the truth. Why would I sacrifice myself when I could make a TikTok channel and get likes for my beauty and fashion sense? Why would I sacrifice moving upward in my career for this? Why would I lose my friends and family for this?
Because it’s true.
I am not irrational. I am not illogical. In fact, the writing I do on this site is usually at a college level or above. I am a master writer, and I know how to write eloquently for a variety of audiences. I write on both complex and simple topics in nearly every field of study. I am well-learned. While I dumb things down at times, I cite every single thing I state, and it takes hours upon hours to write quality content. I sacrifice hours of my time and energy to write these posts, and I pour these posts out through the Holy Spirit on nearly a daily basis.
Who am I doing this all for? Is it man? No. It isn’t. It’s for Jesus Christ. I am not writing this to get accolades or make anyone like me. I’m not even saying anyone will care after reading this, and likely, they will hate me even more. When I share my pain, people do not like it, and I get accused. There is no aspect of truth I can share with people that is liked. It only makes everyone hate me more.
So ultimately, I am doing this work for Jesus Christ. Here is another relevant verse from Paul:
For am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ.
So, I really want readers to understand, I get no glory for this. Even in our real life ministry, we are quite charitable, and our efforts are often met with complaint and ingratitude. I have received little to no appreciation for the work we have done in our real life ministry, but I am often told, “It’s not good enough. I need more money."
So, every morning, I wake up, and I am left to decide this question. Should I keep doing this?
I pray and I know the answer is “Yes.” I will do it for Jesus Christ. I love Him, He saved me, and He is all that ultimately matters in this world. I will sacrifice it all for Him.
I have nothing to gain for doing this work, except for a temporary compliment here or there. By the way, I do appreciate those who have encouraged me, and those little words are the oil that often keeps me going. I do not dismiss those who have loved me, encouraged me, or helped me. This writing is a generalization of my struggles, and I am not calling any particular person out.
But every day, I wake up, scared to open my emails. Yes, they terrify me. I pray, I ask God for courage. The subtle insults make me sad. The betrayal kills my heart. Before I open my emails I pray, “God, please help me do this. Please help me. Please help me.”
Yet, I am a rational person. I have worldly degrees. I am successful in the world. I am not a lunatic.
I am just telling the truth.
The time of this world is drawing to an end, and I have sacrificed my world to share this message with you all. Most mock me, persecute me, and even those who say they believe me still don’t really believe me. Most doubt me and the messages.
Everyone is waiting for verification of prophecy, no matter how much I update and show them what is true. It is never enough. If a prophecy I stated gets fulfilled, most just say, “Lucky guess.” Honestly, I don’t know if it will ever be enough, and by the time big prophecies are fulfilled, it will be too late for many.
So, here I am writing this. I am not sure what the point is other than stating this clearly to readers. There is no benefit, truly, in me doing this ministry other than if it is what Jesus Christ wants me to do.
I see “prophets” online who have no problems. The comments tell them how great they are, and they get lots of donations. They are supported, and they are fine.
For me, I have lost a lot by doing this - my time, my energy, and even, at times, my hope. I think, “There is nobody out there. Why do I keep doing this?”
Still, some of you have proven this thought wrong, and I thank you for that. Now that my emotional rant is over, I want readers to understand that this is it. I would not sacrifice everything for this if it wasn’t true.
What I write on this blog is the truth. It is the painful, harsh truth that most do not want to hear. It is the truth that I am willing to sacrifice everything for.
I could be a normie and have a normal life. I could spend all of my time building my photography following or being innovative with some type of social media following. I could follow the false Christ and be loved and followed and get likes. I am a very likable and intelligent woman. I could use these qualities for great worldly success.
But I have chosen not to do that. I have chosen to take the road less traveled. I have chosen to be criticized daily. I have chosen to sacrifice my time and energy. I have chosen to tell the truth.
It is because I love Jesus Christ, and He tells me to love others as myself. So, I pray, God, help people believe what I write, and help me love others.
Lord, vindicate me. Help me. Refresh me. Rejuvenate me. Forgive me.
Forgive me for my complaints. I am not trying to complain. The thesis of this post is that my heart is pure. I am not perfect, but my intentions and motivations are pure.
I have integrity, and I believe the truth of Jesus Christ is worth dying for, and that is what will happen to me.
I have and will suffer to tell you that the Covid vaccine is the “abomination of desolation”, a clear aspect of the mark of the beast, but you can repent. Trump is going to win, and he will bring in great persecution to TRUE Christians. Fake Christians will love him. Another pandemic is coming, though many pestilences are on the rise and will work together to cause increasing death and sickness - and that is already happening. War is coming, and inflation will rise as a result of this - it has been, but it will continue to worsen. There is no hope in man, no hero anymore, unless you want to count The Two Witnesses as some form of hope through Jesus Christ. Almost everything is a lie, and the only way to escape that lie is to believe in the truth of Jesus Christ. Most will not listen, and most will not repent, and many are going to hell. There is a digital ID system coming that will not only be tied with your vaccine records but also everything about you. Privacy will not be part of the new world order. You will own nothing, and you will be miserable. Most are on drugs and don’t care about anything. Most love weed, their pills, and alcohol more than God. Many illnesses are coming upon the Earth, including the sores. Many are double-minded, and most serve many idols - not the true Jesus Christ. Nearly every church is dead. The four horsemen are riding, and 2024 will not end well, and 2025 will not begin well. There are very few years left until Jesus returns.
That is a summary of what I have written on this blog, and I stand by it. Most will call me crazy or have some other interpretation of things, but I tell you what I write is the truth. We post this website for free, we get barely anything out of it, and we have sacrificed it all to bring it to you.
Who will listen? Who has eyes to see and ears to hear?
For me, I have everything to lose. I’m not like a lot of those false prophets online who don’t have a job or nothing to live for. I am here to say, I have EVERYTHING to live for, and I am sacrificing it because of my love for God and the readers, even the readers who do not believe me or hate me.
I am in my rational mind. I do not do drugs. I am very healthy physically, mentally, and spiritually. I am a joyful and positive person. I am a natural helper. I have always helped people. I am kind. People can vouch that I am kind. I am a hard worker. I am stable. I know how to control my emotions overall. I am a trustworthy person. I am not a liar. I am telling the truth about what I say.
There is no gain in doing this - only pain. Still, I am joyful. I am grateful. Despite my suffering, I thank God because that is what the Bible says to do. I am not angry at anyone. I understand. I understand I will be hated, and I have accepted that.
I just want people to know, there is nothing for me to gain by doing this, unless God wants me to somehow gain something. I’m not sure if He does. I do not know His full plan for me. I understand there are heavenly gains to be had, but there are no earthly gains.
In fact, as I end this writing, I realize God may have allowed some suffering for me today to write this post, perhaps, to show readers the truth of my experience.
I am suffering, daily, but I still thank the Lord for choosing me to do this work. Jesus Christ, I love you, I will die for you, and I will sacrifice it all for you. I only pray that at least one person comes to the truth by reading this post in Jesus’s name. I pray more come to believe what I say, and that my full vindication draws near in Jesus’s name. Forgive me, Jesus, for any ounce of ingratitude I have in my life. Forgive me, Jesus, for any complaints. Forgive me, Jesus, for all I have ever done wrong, and vindicate me.
With the love of Jesus Christ,
Elisha aka Witness 2
Prophecy update from Jesse from Finland
Lies (news) from Finnish MSM.
https://www.iltalehti.fi/ulkomaat/a/37c3263b-a13c-4e34-9cd0-377a1f33c77c 9/11 defendants confessed - Those accused of planning the September 11th attacks avoid the death sentence by confessing.
Three men accused of planning the 9/11 attacks have agreed to plead guilty in exchange for commuting their death sentences to life. The New York Times and the Guardian reported on the topic, among others. "In exchange for removing the death penalty as a possible penalty, these three defendants have agreed to plead guilty to all the crimes charged in the indictment, including the 2,976 counts of murder," said the letter signed by the military commission's chief prosecutor, Aaron C. Rugh. The three defendants are Khalid Sheikh Mohammed, Walid Muhammad Salih Mubarak Bin 'Attash and Mustafa Ahmed Adam al-Hawsawi.
Mohammed has been considered the mastermind behind the attacks. According to the prosecutor, an engineer trained in the United States presented Osama bin Laden with the idea of hijacking planes and flying them towards buildings in 1996. In addition, he was accused of training the attackers. He was arrested with al-Hawsawi in Pakistan in 2003. The men were held in secret CIA prisons in Afghanistan and Eastern Europe before being transferred to the infamous Guantanamo Bay prison camp in 2006.
The treatment of the prisoners has slowed down legal proceedings, because according to the defense, the torture inflicted on the men has made the prosecutors' evidence unusable in court. For example, Mohammed was water-tortured 183 times before being transferred to Guantanamo. With the agreement, the prosecutor does not have to fear that the judge will reject evidence that is seen as decisive. At the same time, the extensive and complex case will be closed more than 16 years after the men were first indicted. The news has also attracted criticism. Republican Mitch McConnell said that "the only thing worse than negotiating with terrorists is negotiating with them after they've been arrested." US Amnesty International director Daphne Eviatar, on the other hand, called on the Biden administration to close the Guantanamo prison camp. - The Biden administration must also take all necessary measures to ensure that the United States never again commits state-sanctioned enforced disappearances, torture and other ill-treatment. The organization of the families of the September 11 victims has again criticized the slowness of the legal process, and the fact that the accused never saw a real trial.
What a suprise. After years of torture, those men finally "confessed" when facing the almost certain punishment of death penalty. No need to worry that "evidence" that was accuired with torture, would be dismissed. Also this is Finland, why to publish this. In my opinion it is because the rising tension in middle east and possibility of conflict. This is programming from the MSM, to remind people how arabs are "bad people and cabaple to horrible things" so the readers would not resist the coming war as much as they could otherwise.