If you're reading this, I need help

Hello, it's Witness 1. Witness 2 spent the last two nights in a hotel, because she was mad at me for publishing I AM Witness 1. However, she is home, and we have reached an agreement on most things. Unfortunately, she is still refusing to get on board with this project and support it. Now, I can't do this without her. While I believe that my writing provided the scaffolding structure of this ministry, keeping it supported and epistemologically grounded, her personality and social abilities, and drive to create and write every single day were the beating heart and the engine of the Two Witnesses ministry.
If she does not join me, this project will fail. If the project fails, this site will die along with mine in 2030. If these websites die, there will be literally nowhere else anyone will be able to find these messages about 9/11, the Mark of the Beast, the anti-Christ, the Synagogue of Satan international organized crime syndicate, and everything else. Without us as the proverbial small Dutch boy with his finger in the dyke, telling harsh truths like "Israel did 9/11", and "Look up the Lavon affair", the dam will give way, and the internet itself will collapse into an unholy, amalgamation of lies, disinformation, and AI slop that will only ever tell one version of history, cemented finally in place, never to be overwritten again. The worst part about what will happen if we fail is how utterly boring it will be.
From the Rothschilds, to the Lusitania, to the Balfour Declaration, to Pearl Harbor, to the USS Liberty, Iran Contra, and 9/11 up to our very present day, it is all connected. It's so obvious to me, in fact, that the "conspiracy theory" is true over the "coincidence theory" (See The More Rational Worldview for more), that I'd say you have to be pretty fucking stupid to not see it. And yet, here we are.
So, here's what I need. If you are reading this and you talk to Witness 2, tell her to get on board and work with me. Even just out of spite. Even just out of boredom. I promise you, the way she thinks it will happen is wrong. We cannot sit around waiting for something that will never come anymore. Someone is going to need to actually do something. Someone like me.
But I need support, and I'm going to try with or without her. Join me:
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Anyways, here's some content for you as a bribe, assuming people still read this. It's from the first person who messaged me about the new project, at my new email witness1email@proton.me. I feel that it will shed light on my project and motivations for potentially curious readers. This email has been anonymized:
These were the readers questions, which were excellent:
At some point don't you feel like you can only do so much? Even if your work goes viral it would literally require an act of God for it to have the sort of reach needed to even make a small change.
Isn't it biblical for all of these things to come to pass anyway, and this fallen world to only be redeemed when Jesus returns?
I'm not sure we are even supposed to fight this battle, I think we are just supposed to maintain the faith and not give up hope despite the growing darkness. We can build up each other in the remnant, and stay in His peace, and actually be joyful and enjoy each day. You don't need to be in full out war mode? I have wrestled with this idea for years, so correct me if I am wrong, please.
In my study of the Bible I have found plenty of evidence for the both the holy warrior role, and also more of the suffering servant, and obviously I need revelation on this because I am still unsure what are we even supposed to be doing here?
I was very grateful for this person reaching out, and he is officially the first supporter of I AM Witness 1. This was my response:
That's an excellent question, and one I've both wrestled with and covered in my writing on the old site and blog before. I like to discuss the topic of when or if Christians are obligated to resort to violence in self-defense against a tyrannical and legitimately dangerous state through the lens of the Malheur Wildlife Refuge incident in 2015:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occupation_of_the_Malheur_National_Wildlife_Refuge\
This was a really interesting potential turning point in American history, where if someone like me had the reach I dream of, the ability to explain to millions why they should join us, or if I could pull off a similar type of thing, and enough people came, I don't know. Maybe the illusion can be shattered.
However, for me it's much simpler. Up until this year, I didn't want to die, and basically turned down the role of Witness 1 by shutting down the old ministry, whether or not any of it was even true or if it was all just bullshit. Like I said, I used to go back and forth on the morality of becoming an intentional martyr. Now I just don't care anymore, the only possible path to happiness for me, if not even something sweeter like redemption or absolution, is to at least try and make this happen. I used to pride myself on my theory of mind and rationality, but W2 even took that from me. She pretty much drove me insane over the last four years, and it really sucks to be able to recognize that I am sincerely fucked in the head now, directly caused by this Two Witnesses issue, as someone who studied psychology.
So I don't really have any choice, I have to at least try this. I have emails from 2 other people today, so hopefully it keeps working. My major obstacle is W2 refuses to help me with this and I do actually need her, she's much better at engaging with the public and replying to things than me.
Now, you're not wrong or right, and I couldn't correct you as being wrong even if I wanted too. It's too complicated, even Jesus says "sell your cloak and buy a sword", and "I come not to bring peace but a sword", but then when Peter follows through and cuts the soldier's ear off, he heals it. It's a paradox, but the only rational answer after considering it is that obviously Christians are obligated spiritually, morally, and legally to defend their own lives when necessary. Now, when does something like the Synagogue of Satan conspiring against a particular country cross this line? If you ask me, about 50 years ago. If you ask anyone else, they would say not even yet.
I'll tell you the plan I came up with the break through the control grid you mentioned, but unfortunately too late. If I still had the $13,000 cash I had last year, or the $30,000 we wasted on other bullshit, this would be trivial to pull off, and it would actually work. It does not rely on supernatural events or waiting for a vague, unspecified miracle like W2's plan.
I would just make threads on 4chan and paypal or cashapp people money, say $500 or $1,000 at a time, to do things I want to make us go viral. Minor acts of vandalism or maybe small misdemeanors, things that would be enough to get us in the news. From there, it would snowball. Things like spraypainting the logo for I am Witness 1 on the trump tower doors. Maybe someone jumps out in front of his motorcade holding a sign with my URL on it.
Maybe I hire actors online to dress as the two witnesses and stand in front of the white house with signs. Hire influencers to film it and make it go viral.
I would estimate that I could successfully pull that off and go viral enough to make it work with around another $20,000, which right now is obviously impossible, but we could have actually done just 6 or 7 months ago instead of wasting it all on music videos and redundant studio gear I didn't even want.
Those 4chan threads would attract attention, the media would notice, and plenty of people out there would be willing to do these things for $500 or $1,000 for the better ones. That's my plan.
By the way, I'm not nearly as good as W2 as coming up with content every day, so I'd like to anonymize these last two emails and post them as a blog if you don't mind, without your name or email obviously. I think it's a really good question, and I am so desperate that maybe someone will read it, like my idea, and fund it.
I guess I am still waiting for a miracle. But if that happens, and I somehow luck into a shitload of cash again, I am literally willing to die or go to jail for this. I am suicidal, and this project is worth it for me. A miracle happened once before for me, I used to sell weed in college and made so much cash off that I couldn't believe it. The W1 thing was the first time since that I've felt that magic - the thing about making easy cash is after a few years of hundreds to a thousand a week coming in under the table, you get used to it and totally forget how fucking hard it is to make money as a broke loser with no degree. So, you give it up for some stupid reason, with no plan, and then you're in the suicide trap. Broke and completely alone, and you remember that without the money, no one actually cares about you. You have no value without the income stream. I've already been through this once before, but without the psychosis and mental illness being so acute.
So, we will see. Stranger things have happened in life than me maybe finding another whale with nothing to lose who wants to see the world burn. I'm a loose cannon, I've been told I am insane by many people whom I trust. I am, quite possibly, the only person alive with a sufficient combination of insanity, desperation, and intelligence to pull something like this off. All I need is lightning to strike the same spot for a third time, and for life to hand me one more winning lottery ticket because I threw the last two down the toilet. Third time's the charm, after all.
I have three to five years left to figure it out. I'm not going to stop at least until 2028 when Trump is done, and this website is already paid for through 2030. If nothing's happened by then, I guess I'll get a job or something.
Well, I hope you liked it, and I pray that Witness 2 joins me and we take bilateral, rather than unilateral, actions in the future.
May God bless you richly in the name of Jesus Christ,
Witness 1
