Miracle Testimony from Collective Fast - God's Glory Shines!
We fasted Wednesday, March 29, 2023 and a miracle happened for one of our brothers in Christ.
Introduction
I have to admit I've been mourning lately. It hit me just now, that word, to describe how I've been feeling.
I'm mourning the Christians who are asleep in the dead church. I'm morning the blind world and the lost souls. I'm mourning for both my friends and enemies.
In prayer, I've told God all of my frustrations, and He knows them well. Still, I know, that no matter how I am feeling, there is a duty to help and serve others, and I guess that is what denying oneself means - that despite our suffering, we must overcome it and serve Jesus Christ.
You see, I do get sad. I do get angry. I do get frustrated. I do feel unappreciated at times. I do feel low at times. I tell God all my reasons, and I ask Him, when is the justice coming? When is the punishment for the wicked coming? He tells me, though, that there are still more that need to come to Him. Time is running out, but there are still souls to save.
And, today, I repented. I told Him today I was sorry. I was sorry for being so frustrated. I just often feel so alone in the world.
Last week, when I got an email about fasting for Yamkela, which you can read about here, I initially was happy with the request, but I immediately prayed and said, "Jesus, nobody is going to join. Very few will join me in this fast. What is the energy I am spending always trying to get people to do these things?"
After much praying, I cried to Jesus about the pain I was feeling, about how I felt alone in the world. You see, none of you reading really know me or my story. I am working on my testimony, but it is painful, and it is difficult and taking time. The story of my life, well, it is full of rejection, from the time I was a little girl.
Then, of course, when I gave my heart to the Lord in prayer, He led me to this in Mark 12:10:
Haven’t you read this passage of Scripture: “’The stone the builders rejected has become the cornerstone;
Jesus reminded me that if we are truly speaking the truth, we would be rejected by the world like He was. We would be rejected by friends, family, and even fellow "Christians."
In real life, though I might appear normal on the outside, I have faced constant rejection. With our site, we get a lot of emails of rejection, as well.
So, I have been praying to God - show me, show me. Are we wrong? Are we wasting our time? Are we the crazy ones? Why are we doing this God? I don't understand anything. I don't get this. Why do you want me to suffer so much rejection? When will I ever belong?
I think most reading know the answers to those questions are in the Bible. If we are truly led by Christ, we will face rejection and will not fit into the world. Still, that doesn't always make it easier.
Well, we went through with the fast, despite my hesitations and even a rebuke to readers (haha, it was loving though). Many more joined than usual, which made me smile. Still, I had high hopes that even more would join, but they didn't. God, reminded me that the numbers who join us will be small, but these people, these people would be of the greatest value to God. They are His true people - the cornerstones.
I'm not saying that if you didn't join the fast, you aren't one of God's true people. Rather, I am urging you to please join the next fast we do because something powerful happened to one of our brothers in Christ.
So, the morning after the fast, I checked my email. Now, please know, it isn't always fun to check our email. We aren't always met with kind words, and people are often ready for a debate! Still, I was met with this message, and I 100% believe this miracle was not only for Matthias, but it was for me and the readers.
One more note, on the day of the fast, I prayed, "God, send a miracle to me with this fast - any miracle - so that it will be testimony to share for others." And He did. Here is what Matthias emailed me and gave me permission to post. Before you read this post, I want you to know that there were no major fasts going on that I was aware of (I subscribe to A LOT of online ministries), and the day we chose was kind of unusual for a collective fast (most are on a Friday or holiday of sorts). Anyway, here is his testimony:
Matthias's Miracle
Hello! My name is Matthias, pleasure to meet you.
I have been reading your website on and off for a while now since I saw you on the Chans, and read most of your PDFs. Just wanted to start by saying, thanks! I thought I was the only one in my little corner of the world that knew all this. Although I searched for years I couldn't find anyone else who could see or hear well enough to understand as you/we do. Also, I appreciate all the free books and info on the site just being there as is. That is a lot of work to put in for nothing other than the glory of God.
I 'm writing this to share a miracle with you. I was in prayer Tuesday night and was called to fast on Wednesday the 29'th, and was not given a reason at that time, but felt strongly about it. Following the Spirit's Word, I fasted all day yesterday.
The miracle, I think, is that I came across you on the Chans in the first place. Everyone was in bed, I had gone down to the shed and prayed, weeped, and otherwise praised and thanked and poured out my heart to God, came back up to the house, and randomly decided to browse the Chans a bit before bed, something I haven't done lately.
The first post I clicked on I saw this about halfway down-
Anonymous (ID: 6enu4NDt) 03/29/23(Wed)21:58:20 No.421571321▶>>421571764
Great post. The vaccine is an abomination. Could you submit this testimony to our page?
Upon seeing this, I decided to visit your page again for the first time in a few weeks, I needed a good Word and you usually provide. I happened to see this post.
https://twowitnessesofrevelation.com/f/a-rebuke-from-god-to-readers---please-read-this-whole-message\
Good God Almighty! Now I know why I needed to fast yesterday. Not only were there some lovely verses/passages from The Bible presented, but there was some hard hitting rebuking that I will admit even I needed. Thanks! I'm proud to have joined your fast (even though I didn't know it at the time) and please let me know how the situation resolves with Yamkela Seplane.
I just wanted you to know a few things. You aren't alone, we are out here but not everyone is savvy enough to find you.....yet. I have already shared your work with a large number of people (about 6 or 7 personally, and however many hundreds or thousands as anon.) and plan to continue to do so. Lastly, I want you to know I read all the way to the end, every time, even the long posts/books, I care very much about what y'all have to say, most of what I have read is uplifting and inspiring as well as clear and concise in spite of being hard to digest or seemingly harsh for most folks, and that you are doing a very good work here and there are those of us out here who are the better for it, thank you so much again, both of you. For all I know you could be the Two Witnesses the Bible spoke of, you sure draw some of the hate I feel they would receive for sure. Although that Revelation 11:8-12 part might be rough. Luckily, we don't have to fear death since Jesus defeated it on the cross. Either way, keep going. You are doing great things.
If you need any help besides spreading your material please don't hesitate to contact me. Whether it be prayer, fasting, whatever you need, just ask. I can provide pretty much anything but money, which God is currently in the process of blessing me with as well but not till I start my new job! (that He dropped in my lap, by the way. The cup overflows.) In conclusion, I pray for your continued success and peace. Know that I am here, anytime. God bless you both and I love you.
Warm regards,
Matthias
I hope Matthias is okay with me keeping the email exactly as it is because it was a very beautiful email.
I also liked that he ended his email with "I love you." You know, we often don't hear that from someone we never met, and on top of that, this statement he used has the "agape love" feeling I was talking about in my post, "Do you have the holy spirit?"
I also noted that it didn't come off as "corny" as that term often can. It came off as completely genuine - a brotherly love that I so desperately needed to feel at that moment.
I don't really have a family, as my family has mostly entirely disowned me. My mother passed away tragically, and my dad and I have a complicated relationship if you read my testimony in the blog. I didn't mention this, but I am not even sure if my dad is my real dad, and there is an entirely strange story about this that I'll have to talk about some other time. The point is, I have some family issues that have been difficult to overcome and often made me feel full of rejection and loneliness.
So, one of the things I always longed for was family. I remember, when I was searching for family, I realized God is MY father. And, this is one of my favorite parts of the Bible - Matthew 12: 46-50:
Jesus’ Mother and Brothers
46 While Jesus was still talking to the crowd, his mother and brothers stood outside, wanting to speak to him. 47 Someone told him, “Your mother and brothers are standing outside, wanting to speak to you.”
48 He replied to him, “Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?” 49 Pointing to his disciples, he said, “Here are my mother and my brothers. 50 For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother.”
I mean, imagine me, reading that, completely rejected by my family. And then I see Jesus go, "Whose that? These are my TRUE brothers and sisters. Jesus would say that about me!"
So, you see, Matthias, like many of you reading, is my true family in Christ. And, when you all share your testimonies with me, those emails of encouragement, and the little tidbits of information, they really mean something to me.
Witness 1 is different than me. He doesn't struggle with these same sort of feelings as me when it comes to rejection, as his life is actually quite the opposite of mine. We like to joke that the CIA did an experiment on us, and I was given the MKUltra suffering life, and he was given the Golden Child life. It's a joke - I think.
So, anyway, one day, he was like, "You know, it's good you have that outlet with all those people to talk to."
And I smiled. He was right. Because I'm lucky to have all of you. I'm lucky to have Matthias, and the many others who email me and share their dreams, their visions, their struggles, and their testimonies.
Whatever you think about the two witnesses, I always think it is funny that people think they are going to be some perfect, holy people with no struggles - that they just descend from Heaven and are just so perfect.
But I don't imagine God would want a story like that in the end times. I imagine he'd take someone broken like we have been. Depsite Witness 1's golden life, he still had struggles, and you will hopefully read more about mine in my testimony.
The point is - we are real people who found God. And, you know, God can make ordinary people mighty. God loves to choose the rejected, the broken, the underdog, and He does miracles for them.
God did a miracle for Matthias, and I know He has done so many for me, and His miracle right now, is reminding me to APPRECIATE all of you who diligently seek the truth and love the truth. God is reminding me that you are out there, and I need to appreciate and value everyone of you.
I do. I want to say to everyone reading,
I love you.
- Witness 2