Nourishing the Dying Baby - Milk for Today

This is a message from the Holy Spirit given to Witness 2.

Introduction - The Pain of Leadership

Recently I have been a little run-down. I have always been a leader, since an early age. I was (and am) the one who always is the lead for group projects, and I am the one who often puts myself out there when others will not - whether that be work, community, or ministry work. I was sincerely born a leader, and Witness 1 can vouch for this: Wherever I go, I lead, and it just seems to be a quality embedded in me from an early age.

I have grown to accept most of the harshness of leadership, but it wears me down at times. Leadership is very rarely “fun” and any managers, bosses, or leaders reading this post will understand and have some empathy for me. If you are not a leader, I challenge you to feel for those leading you. Ask God, “Help me understand the pain of leadership” in Jesus’s name. By the way, there is nothing wrong with not being a leader, and that is actually one problem in the modern, dead church. Everyone wants to be a teacher or leader, but very few want to humble themselves and learn. Remember, every part of the church body is important, not just the head.

Every day, I always pray, “God, what am I doing all of this for?” Look, I’m being honest when I write. I struggle and I am not perfect in love. Whatever I am doing, it is not particularly glorious, and really, it is difficult to love people. The other day, a man messaged me in our real life ministry and said, “I pity you for working so hard.” It actually caught me off guard and made me a little sorrowful. I said, “Don’t pity me. Pray for me.” Readers, please pray for me because I then added, “The prayers bring me the necessary oil to do the work.”

When I was looking at one of my scrapbooks from my teenage years, there was a paragraph about what I thought my future would be like. I said, “I don’t want to be rich or famous. I want to find my true love and have a family and a career.” Truly, I never said, “I want to be a prophet of doom leading the dead and lost to the true church of Revelation.” I never once envisioned my life in this way. I always knew I would be helping people but not in this way. Surely, most readers feel that in some regard - “I never thought my life would be like this.”

I like to joke with Witness 1 to ease the burden a bit. He often asks, “What’s on your mind, darling?”, and I say, “Oh, I don’t know, just leading the lost people of Israel back to Jesus Christ.” We both laugh, but in a moment, I will reveal the truth behind this statement.

In regards to my recent cries to God, He sent me two dreams. I directly have been asking Jesus to comfort me in prayer. The truth is I am not perfect, and I do struggle. I do feel pain, and I feel much like Elijah when he proclaimed this:

• Then Elijah said to them, “I am the only one of the LORD’s prophets left, but Baal has four hundred and fifty prophets.

Boy does Baal have a lot of prophets these days, but let’s move on to the dreams.

In the first dream, I was talking to a crowd of people, and I have to admit, it was pretty controversial rhetoric. Everyone walked away, and I was saddened that no one listened. However, then two returned and said, “I really liked what you said, and I support you.” And it was all worth it.

Then, God sent me a dream last night. There was a woman I used to work with and she had a baby. In real life, one would consider her a good mom. However, she is not Christian, and in the dream, she was not taking care of her baby. I believe this dream was a spiritual metaphor for people raising their children without God, despite keeping up good appearances.

Sadly, the baby was malnourished and neglected; however, there was still a tinge of hope in its eyes. I couldn’t look away from the baby, and while the mother was off doing other things (partying), I came and nurtured it. The baby smiled and slowly grew.

I have no doubt in my mind that God sent me the two dreams to represent the current state of the church. It is bad. It is dying. It is a baby who has not even received its milk or proper nourishment, and it is longing for true love.

Think of this spiritually. God is saying that most “Christians” are babies, and most are not doing well. They need some milk and love from a mother figure. They never have received the proper milk.

Once, I was talking to a man on the phone, who I will call A. He told me he liked one of my posts about “being like a child” but he himself had never really been a child. I never considered that.

In a spiritual sense, most were not raised with the true word of God. If you are in your 20s - 50s, you probably have missed out on the true teachings of the church, and a lot of you simply were not raised with it.

For me, there was no talk of God in my house, and Jesus Christ was despised. So, I grew up not knowing Him, and I grew up actually despising anything associated with Jesus Christ.

Through Witness 1 and a few others, I was given the milk, and now I have the meat, but I realize that many are babies here, and they need some milk. And some love. This isn’t a critique. This is just a truth God has revealed to me in the dream world. If you are a spiritual baby, so be it. That’s okay. You have to start somewhere.

So, let me start with some love. I love you all. I do. Even the people who hate me. Even the ones who have written me rude emails. I still love you. I love the lost, I love the suffering, I love those struggling. I love you all.

I love you because you’re trying. I love you because you need love. I love you because Jesus tells me to love you. I love you because I know what you are going through.

I have no pride or a right to be prideful because I was once a terrible sinner, and my life was a complete disaster. I should have died. I should have lost everything. No one should have married me or loved me. I don’t deserve the things I have. Surely, Witness 1 will edit this and say it is not true, but this is a true thought I have. [Note from Witness 1: I edit every post but will keep this for authenticity]

So, I know many reading this are really lost and feeling exactly this way. You keep messing up. You keep struggling. You keep going back to that sin. You don’t know how to break out. You are a malnourished, neglected child, and you need love and help.

I get it, and I’ve been there, and I’m not going to stop rooting for you. I won’t give up on you. I’ll write as much as I can, even if it is just for two people. It doesn’t matter how many because this Bible verse says:

• Luke 15:17
• I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.

Still, as a spiritual sister and mother, not only must I love the children of God, but I need to push them. I need to provide them with both the milk and the meat. I need to continue to push the babies to become true men and women of God. So, let’s start with your milk for today, if you need it. If you don’t need the milk, there is some meat at the end of this post.

First, you have to conquer sin. That is step one. If you can conquer sin, the power of Jesus Chrst is in your hands.

This is not self-righteousness, and I promise readers I do not think I’m so great. However, the righteousness that I strive for has become a superpower in my life, and it can in yours, too.

True holiness feels like being high. It is an amazing feeling when you have removed death from your body because sin is death. When you are holy, you feel true life because it is the closest one can get to the bringer of life - God.

Many readers are sick and tired because of sin. They are spiritually dying. They do the sin, and it refreshes them for a moment, but then they feel like death again. This is a cycle that needs to be broken.

• Lord, I pray that even one reader turns away from sin upon reading this post in Jesus’s name. Please, Lord, send your angels on a mission to help people conquer their sins in Jesus’s name.

So, there’s your milk for the day, everyone. I love you, but you need to stop sinning if you want to do the true work of God and go to Heaven. There’s no way around it. If you need help, please contact us and we will do our best to help you.

Now, for the meat. What is the meat for the day?

Well, honestly the meat will have to be fully written out in another post due to time, but I will start with a statement that the Lord Jesus says I must start declaring.

You all, yes you, are the True Israel.

The Synagogue of Satan says they are the Jews but they are not. They say they are Israel but they are not. You are Israel. It is not a physical thing. It is a spiritual thing, and I am going to correct this evil misconception soon.

In a coming post, with some meat, I will write about how The Two Witnesses lead the 144,000 and remnant (the True Israel) by building the Last Church of Philadelphia. There is some meat for you to chew on, and I will write more about this later.

That is coming, but I must begin my day. I have so much more to write, and it will not end. One of the reasons I believe I am right about everything and that the prophecies I’ve written will be fulfilled is because I have already planned my writing out for a while until the end. These ideas are not fully from me, and though I am an intelligent woman, they are from a higher source and they produce repentance and love.

Jesus Christ says, “You will know them by their fruits.” When I look at the dead church, they are doing nothing. They are stagnant, like a lukewarm pond with flies. The modern church has dead, rotten fruit.

When I look at our ministry, it is full of fire. It is bringing people back from the dead. It is producing good fruit, and only a good tree can produce good fruit.

So, I want you all to know that I will not give up. If this blog is only for a few, so be it. Then it is worth it. I pray, however, the lost ones come out of the woodwork. Contact us. Get in touch. Let us know you are coming back to life, even if you are still struggling. Join our fasts and help us lay the foundation for the Church of Philadelphia. Thank you truly to all who have joined!

It isn’t too late, and I really believe things are going to change soon. God also sent me a dream of “China.” That was it. We need to pay attention to China.

War is brewing. Things are changing. We can all go on with our lives, go to work, and do our routines, but deep in our hearts and minds we know something is not right.

Still, I hope you enjoy a little milk to start your day. The message is that we love you. Jesus Christ loves you. Please don’t forget that. Even when you feel the world hates you, we love you and God loves you.

I pray for the lost souls reading this blog to not be scared but to come back to Jesus Christ in His holy name.

• Witness 2

And now, a meme from Witness 1: