The Conspiracy of Time & Reader Contributions

This post will delve into some theories and speculation on time and the coming year from Witness 2, with a conclusion from Witness 1 on Donald Trump, Q, and more. It will also include some fascinating reader contributions. Photo Credit: Janus Portal.
The Year of the Dragon Revisited
The other day, when chatting with Witness 1, we were discussing the dreary January weather. I asked, “Why does our new year start in January? Wouldn’t it make sense to start the New Year on March 20 or March 21, the first days of Spring?”
Honestly, there is so much about time and calendar conspiraces out there that I have always felt too overwhelmed to dive into it. Further, I even sense there is some purposeful misinformation so that people cannot understand the truth about time. In fact, I have always just accepted the calendar as it is, though it has always felt out of sync to me.
However, today, I felt compelled by the Holy Spirit to better understand why we follow the calendar we are following, andinvestigate if there are any “Satanic” tricks involved and how that is influencing us in the present.
This is, after all, The year of the Dragon, and though I have already written on this, I wanted to take a special dive into the calendar itself - to see if there are any clues for what we can expect this year. To note, this post is largely speculation, and I ask readers to pray to Jesus Christ to discern and form conclusions about time itself.
It would be impossible in this post to go into a deep history of calendars, so intead, it is better we look at what is relevant to our calendar today. We follow the Gregorian Calendar, which emerged from the Roman Calendar. The Roman Calendar, known as a lunisolar calendar, was based on lunar and solar cycles, and according to this source, very out of sync with the seasons. However, I find this claim strange because the beginning of this calendar was in Spring, March, which is more in sync with the seasons, in my humble opinion. Intuitively, wouldn't it make sense to start the year with Spring? Spring is usually associated with new beginnings, so again, why does our new year start in the dead of winter? Why was this changed? Further, according to the same source, winter was an “unassigned” span of days, and the most important days of each month were based on the moon, again, aligning with environmental aspects of time. This seems intuitive, and here is the original Roman Calendar, divided into 10 months:
- Martius -- 31 days
- Aprilis -- 30 days
- Maius -- 31 days
- Iunius -- 30 days
- Quintilis -- 31 days
- Sextilis -- 30 days
- September -- 30 days
- October -- 31 days
- November -- 30 days
- December -- 30 days
While there is more evolution in this calendar that I have no time to expand upon here, ultimately, it ended with Ianuarius, or what we now know as Janus or January, as the first month.
- Ianuarius -- 31 days
- Februarius -- 29 days (30 days in leap year)
- Martius -- 31 days
- Aprilis -- 30 days
- Maius -- 31 days
- Iunius -- 30 days
- Quintilis -- 31 days
- Sextilis -- 30 days
- September -- 31 days
- October -- 30 days
- November -- 31 days
- December -- 30 days
It seems to be a little unclear as to why the Romans decided to reset the year to January, but we can speculate. According to National Geographic:
- “The 10-month calendar didn't last long, though. In the seventh century B.C., around the reign of Rome's second king, Numa Pompilius, the calendar received a lunar makeover. The revision involved adding 50 days and borrowing a day from each of the 10 existing months to create two new, 28-day-long winter months: Ianuarius (honoring the god Janus) and Februarius (honoring Februa, a Roman purification festival).”
Obviously, these gods were important enough to reinvent the whole calendar around them. There were many problems with this calendar, and it took many changes and fixes to get where we are today, and there really be an entire book written on this by me, so let's just stay focused.
When we look into Numa Pompilius, he was the founder of many religious institutions at the time, such as the Vestal Virgins. Again, he is the one who allegedly made this change.
When investigating all of this, I was trying to understand why it would be so imperative that they change the entire calendar structure for these gods? Sure, their gods were important, but it seemed counterintuitive to go against their harvest/moon schedule, which certainly was important to the people at the time. Something just did not sit right with me about this. It did not seem like a "natural" change, like all of the other calendar evolutions. It seems stark in contrast to everything else.
Looking deeper into it all, I have some answers, though they may not be complete. Again, this post is speculative.
According to this source, the months of January and February were chosen due to the times the sun was closest to the earth - the Earth Perihelion. This “Sun Worship” counters the “Moon Worship” that seemed to be going on with the Roman calendar at the time. There seemed to be some type of important transition here, where the “Secret of Helios” was of the utmost importance. According to this secret, “Magick” was used to invoke the power of the Sun, and I am sure, this magick is still being used today. Could this be why billionaires are obsessed with blocking the Sun? Is there something they harvest and manifest that we cannot quite understand? At the very least, the Sun is healing, beautiful, and helpful to society. It is no wonder its light is blocked with chemtrails (and other means), which generally sickens the population. At a higher speculative level, these occultists have some type of knowledge of the Sun that is hidden from us.
Interestingly, the Babylonians were the first to have a calendar based on the Sun, and Babylonian society is where we can find the roots of occultism still used today. Babylon is never referred to positively in the Bible, as its systems inherently go against the one true God.
As a result, whenever we are looking at these occult calendars, we can only surmise that these calendars are not beneficial to the Christian. Rather, they seem to be all about occult god worship, even when it contradicts "natural cycles." Again, it just doesn't make sense to start a year in the dead of winter, as this goes against the natural rhythms of our bodies and nature. However, it makes sense if these people felt there was truly some power to these gods, such as Janus, which we will go into a moment.
Let's not forget that the church's modern day worship is Sunday, and this article forms interesting connections:
- The prophet Ezekiel, a contemporary of Daniel, pictured some of God’s people with their backs toward the temple of God worshiping the sun toward the east. Instead of worshiping the Creator of the sun, they worshiped the sun instead.
- In Revelation 17:1-18, John describes a time when the principles of Babylon, including sun worship, would enter the Christian church during an age of compromise. The casual conversion of Constantine, in the early part of the fourth century, caused great joy in the Roman Empire. Constantine had a strong affinity for sun worship. Edward Gibbon, the renowned historian, writes, “The Sun was universally celebrated as the invincible guide and protector of Constantine.” — The History of the Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire (London: J. O. Robinson & Co, Ltd., 1830), p. 12. In A.D. 321, Constantine also passed the first “Sunday law.” This edict stated, “On the venerable day of the Sun let the Magistrates and the people residing in the cities rest, and let all workshops be closed.” — Edict of Constantine, A.D. 321. This was not a law enforcing Sunday observance for all of Constantine’s subjects, but it did strengthen the observance of Sunday in the minds of the Roman population.
- It was in succeeding decades that emperors and popes continued through state decrees and church councils to establish Sunday as the singular day of worship, which it remains today, as well, for the majority of Christians. What a powerful example of the hard truth that just because the majority of people believe in something, or practice it, doesn’t make it right.
Just to note, Witness 1 and I are NOT legalists and we do not think anyone should get into a heated debate on which day one should worship, as we believe people can worship any place, any time in their own bodily temples. We just think getting into those sorts of debates becomes a distraction, and many religions, such as the Seventh-Day Adventists, idolize this philosophy. Still, it's important to know the possible roots of the things we are practicing now and decide for ourselves if we should practice them. The more I understood about Christmas, for example, the less I was compelled to want to have a Christmas tree. Still, I celebrated Jesus Christ all through the Christmas season.
Should the Sun be worshipped? No. Only Jesus Christ should be worshipped, as He is the light that will last when this world burns away. He is the eternal light.
Anyway, there is much more that could be said about Sun worship, but I want to go back to Janus, this God with “two-faces”, symbolizing gates, portals, and time itself.
What one should take away from this section is that was a seemingly odd transition in the Roman calendar that cannot be discounted. This transition goes against what one would find natural - to start the year with Spring, and we follow this to this day. Now, let's look into the god that is worshipped during these cold, dark winter months.
Janus
Janus is a god without a Greek counterpart, which is unusual. It’s almost like this god came out of nowhere, and apparently, from the same article, his gift of seeing the past and present was bestowed upon him by Saturn. By now, I think most readers are well aware of Saturn worship. While Janus may have roots from others gods, he does seem different than the other Roman gods - that's for sure.
Going back to Janus, or Ianus geminus, the same article notes:
- In the city of Rome, a temple known as the Ianus geminus was erected in Janus' honor and consecrated in 260 b.c.e. after the Battle of Mylae. During periods of war, the gates were left open and sacrifices were held inside, along with auguries to predict the results of military actions. It is said that the gates of the temple were only closed in times of peace, which didn't happen very often for the Romans. In fact, it was later claimed by Christian clerics that the gates of the Ianus geminus first closed at the moment that Jesus was born.
- Because of his ability to see both back and forward, Janus is associated with powers of prophecy, in addition to gates and doors. He is sometimes connected with the sun and moon, in his aspect as a dual-headed god.
Janus was and is really important to the occultists. According to the linked source, he was considered the “god of the gods” to the Romans, and Juno, a female counterpart, was said to be named in his honor.
So, then, when I see the JN.1, referred to as Juno, rising these past few months, I cannot help but think there is some type of connection here.
Could this “JN.1” variant be two-faced - seemingly mild now but evolving into a new, changing face - simultanously looking to the past and into the future of Covid? Now here are some interesting articles I have come across just today:
- This is the first mention I have seen of a school closing due to Covid. In my prophecy, I said, “When schools start to close, pay attention.” Though it isn't a major closure, it shows schools and business still can be "stopped" due to Covid and other respiratory illnesses. This isn't a good thing, if you think about it.
- This article claims that Covid is mutating because of the treatments given. This will be important in the coming months. I have been writing constantly about paying attention to mutations of Covid, especially related to Pirola.
- There seems to be a general uptick in hospitalizations due to this variant. This hasn't been dying down, but again, it's not noticeable enough yet.
Again, this doesn’t just seem like a normal Covid wave. Yes, we are in winter, and nobody cares, but I do not think we have seen the full face of JN.1, a descendent of Pirola. This one could again mutate, and it could take on a new “horrible face” as we approach what may be the true new year - Spring. Beware the Ides of March.
In one of the dreams posted below, anon talks about the Chinese New Year being important, which is February 10. We will get back to that in a moment, but note, not everyone agrees the new year should be January 1.
For now, this post has a lot of speculation, so what do I want readers to walk away with from this post?
Well, in a general sense, I think time is just completely messed up. There are so many conspiracy theories about time out there, but I believe these “occultists” have been messing with time and calendars as long as we can historically go back, and I can only conclude this huge transition with “Janus” was important. Perhaps it is a clue of when they really started to experiment with time, gateways, and portals. Again, none of this can be proven, but it is fun to speculate, isn’t it? Connecting to Scripture, the anti-Christ “thinks” to change the times and laws and attempts to wear out the Saints. Again, they are experimenting with gateways and portals, and Witness 1 has written much on this in his Trump Time Traveler post, one you should check out if you haven't yet.
With Covid, much about the general law was changed through who we believe is the anti-Christ - Trump. Trump is a two-faced figure isn’t he? He came in with a face kind of a like a jokester, and now his face is changing into a demon. His true face will be revealed this year, and I believe this will be the full face of the anti-Christ.

The next thing to walk away from all of this is that numbers and years are very important to these occultists. Again, this is the Year of the Dragon, 2024. The last year we saw this was 2012, and most can say that even though the world didn’t end that year, something certainly changed for the worse. We have gone through another 12 year cycle, and we all know the anti-Christ is referred to as the dragon. Further, perhaps the woman will face the dragon this year. While people think they have already fully understood Revelation 12, I absolutely do not believe so. I believe there is still much to be uncovered here, and anyone who thinks they have it all figured out needs to drop the pride. I do not think the woman has faced the dragon yet.
This year will be important. I do not think it will be like any other year where it feels stagnant. I feel great change is coming, and no one can deny election years are usually crazy.
Let us not dismiss the prophecy I have made on Covid. Again, I understand most have gone on with life and they try to act like it isn’t there - but it is. Everyone thought Covid would just go away, but that isn’t what is happening. With talks of the Chinese bio labs, increasing sickness, and mutations, perhaps it will be time to see the “Changing Face” of Covid.
Finally, it may truly be impossible to know which year we are really living in, and I challenge you all to check out this post by Witness 1, which explains we might actually be in the approximate Biblical year 5997, meaning Jesus might be returning by 6000.
This makes a lot of sense. If Witness 1 and I are right, the first 3 years of the tribulation are coming to the end. Now, we are transitioning into the next 3 years, and this really could start with the TRUE new year in Spring. In other words, perhaps all of this calendar confusion was ultimately meant to confuse us in the end times. If our new year is not even being celebrated correctly, then what is? Personally, I'd rather celebrate the coming of Spring than Janus, but that's just me. In fact, one could even argue that the New Year could be started with the celebration of Easter! Wouldn't that make a lot of sense? I guess that's why I'm not in control of the world...haha. : )
The point is that if we are right about timelines, I believe, God’s wrath will be upon us soon. This will be the greater part of the tribulation.
As I conclude this segment, I just saw Witness 1’s text that he was excited about my writing. I said, “You know, this post is a little crazy, but at this point I’m going all in.”
What I mean is why should I try to hide these thoughts? This blog is out there for a source of information that is unique - that you won’t find anywhere else. Usually the writings of a madman, or in this case, a madwoman, are not this well-organized and cohesive.
You see, the Holy Spirit will sometimes take us on a journey we do not expect. What I like about the readers of this blog is that they seem open-minded. They aren’t afraid to think. Although we have not met every reader, I get a sense that people come back because they simply are bored and want “new thoughts.”
In these end times, there is nothing new under the sun. It has all been done. Surely, they have experimented with portals, genetic engineering, time travel, etc. in the past, and now here we are again, living it all out.
The problem is - we don’t really know WHAT they are up to fully, but we can only speculate. What I do know is the Bible is perfect and it helps us stabilize. To expand, one thing I notice is that people sometimes get so far down the rabbit hole they don’t get back to reality. I see that ALL over the internet. The Bible keeps us stable. What you find with people without the Bible is that they are unstable and can never form any conclusions - always learning but never coming to understanding.
I see people spend hours upon hours going through conspiracy sources and just never knowing what is going on.
While it is fun to speculate all of this, at the end of the day, I go back to Scripture for my understandings. I see that the Bible just says "We won't know the day or the hour", and we just need to be prepared for any moment. I mean, any moment, we could die! As mentioned earlier, it also explains that time and laws would be changed to wear out the Saints. Many Saints are getting worn out. We have to go back to our patience and endurance.
So, I think if you are unstable, and you cannot seem to come to any truth, you need to go back to your Bible - reading it daily. I have never regretted the time I have spent reading Scripture. Never.
I can speculate all day, but that’s all I can do. I cannot prove 100% what I have written here, but I can pray about it. The Holy Spirit tells me I’m on to something, so I’ll stick with that.
As I said before, and I'll say again, we know in part, we prophecy in part.
Conclusion - Witness 1
I want to also caution readers against going so far down the rabbit hole that they end up lost. I have been noticing a lot of true desperation from the Q/false light crowd, trying to find any piece of evidence and tying togther all sorts of nonsense in an attempt to make their worldview work.
The Q/False light crowd is losing it because they have to maintain the illusion that Trump is actually secretly the hardcore benevolent actor we all wanted him to be, about to drain the swamp and arrest all the traitorous politicians and media any day now.
Trump is not this person. He will not do this for you. He is a cowardly, lying, sinful, evil person, and he is yet another way for the Synagogue of Satan to get you to destroy yourself for them. Their favorite way to go about doing this is a little bit of good old controlled opposition.
Some of the madness I have seen (I'm not gonna source these but if you've been online regularly you've probably seen them) were ALEX SOROS POSTED A PICTURE OF A BULLET HOLE AND SOME DOLLAR BILLS THAT MEANS HE'S GOING TO HAVE TRUMP ASSASINATED, and TRUMP WORE A WHITE HAT AND CARRIED PIZZAS THAT MEANS THE WHITE HATS ARE ARRESTING PEOPLE FOR PIZZAGATE!
Look, if you have to make a bridge or leap of logic where you have to make things up or tie together two completely different things, it's nonsense. You can't just make up whatever you want. I tease Witness 2 about her schizo-posting sometimes, but we always try to balance each other out with rationality, and she clarifies when she is speculating.
Don't fall for this gematria, count the dates, hidden numbers stuff. It's all a desperate attempt to hide the fact that Trump has you fooled, and he is not going to do what he says he was going to. If he was, he would have already done it on day one of his presidency, instead of wasting time playing games and doing little back and forths with the media.
The proof that Trump is the anti-Christ just keeps piling up. In my post that Witness 2 cited above, I go over some lesser-known verses from Daniel about the anti-Christ. One of these is Daniel 11:38, an enigmatic verse that tells us the ant-Christ will worship the "God of Fortresses".
Most scholars overlook this verse as a simple idiom, a God we don't know about, or some other sort of explanation for why it doesn't really make sense. However, I have previously tied it to Donald Trump, in showing that the word for "fortress" can be linked to the Hebrew word for "wall", and theorizing that this predicted his obsession with "the wall".
However, he keeps surprising even me with his strict adherence to Biblical anti-Christ prophecy. Check out this article from today, Trump Chooses Absolutely Baffling New Topic For Latest Rambling Aside.

Unbelievable - of all the topics, a rant about forts! Now, you can accuse me of doing the same thing that the Q/False light crowd do - reading things that aren't there into nonsense - but you have to admit, that is uncannily on the nose for Daniel's prophecy.
Either way, don't trust him. Trump will let you down every time.
Reader Contributions
Anon Dreams - The Chinese New Year
So a day or two ago I had a dream where I was out at dinner with a group of people in a mall. We were having a good time there, when I got up to go and get something to drink. I go to this water dispenser that has something called "Premium Water" whatever that might mean. I drank it, and it was the most foul tasting stuff I've ever had. Like bitter or sulphurous, completely disgusting, I cannot place what it tastes like as I've never tasted something like that before. The only thing that could possibly describe it is buffalo hot sauce flavored water or something (as that is what I saw in the dream).
While this was going on the shop I was getting the drink in was remodeling/reconfiguring itself, almost like it was closing up for the night. When I walked outside of it there was a giant festival going on. From the front (going back toward the shop) was a small maze of shops and other things. There were a couple of things that stood out to me first. The first is that there are a lot of, and I don't really know how to phrase it other than (objectively) beautiful asian (my instinct is chinese) women. Like not everyone I saw looked like that, but there was more than you would expect to be in a crowd of that size.
Eventually I'm passing this booth (and this is where the dream ends) where I'm seeing fireworks shells wrapped with something that says "Chinese New Year" on them.
It also serves as a reminder that we are not technically in the "Year of the Dragon" until then, as the "year" has not ticked over yet. So expect things to pick up starting then.
Interpretation from Witness 2: Premium water indicates that "clean" water will be hard to come by soon. There may be some type of incident where water is contaminated, and even the "good" water will not be so good, as evidenced in the dream. This is your sign to buy water filters or a water filtering system if possible. Further, I had a dream the other night that the water went out while Witness 1 and I were showering. He was perplexed, and I believe this dream shows another sign that water may soon be scarce. It also might be a spiritual sign that "the living water" of God may become a scarcity - harder to acess - in the coming months. A famine of truth, so to speak. As for the "beautiful" Chinese people, I think this shows that many glorify the Chinese government system, with many "liberals" thinking it is "good" and our nation should be more like China. This will be further discussed in one of the following dreams. His last comment about the Chinese New Year leads me to believe we should pay attention to this date, but not to set dates. Perhaps we should go back to my post that we do not even know the "times" we are in, and we should pay attention to these key celebrations for clues on what is coming. I did see an article about the risk of a Covid outbreak during the Chinese New Year celebrations, but I cannot find that now. Let's keep an eye on the Chinese New Year. \
Dream 2:
The next one is a bit weird, just because of what I saw. So I'm in a car, in the back seat. There is no one in the front seat. I am rolling backward at a controlled pace down a hill. We are going with the flow of traffic for some reason. Again, it was weird because this felt like it was fine, like "No this is normal" kind of a deal. Like the front of my car is pointing up hill, and the rest of traffic on the hill is going the same direction.
To describe the area I'm "driving" through It is a lush and verdant valley in what feels like either late spring or early summer. Absolutely beautiful. Eventually there is a turn in the road. Now, seeing this I jump into the driver's seat and start to drive the car. I'm moving backward so the controls are a bit weird at first, but somehow I end up being able to get off of the freeway (as I guess I was on one) and pull into a parking lot at what feels like either a Lowes or something similar. While I'm there I am getting dirt to do some gardening or something. The dream ends there.
I honestly have no idea about the whole going down hill, backwards, with the flow of traffic, only to end up buying some soil at the hardware store for my garden (which I plan to do, as I got a planter box for Christmas, a whole story there it's pretty funny). Regardless, it did not feel like a bad thing.
Witness 2 Interpretation: We may be going back "in time" if something happens, such as simplifying the way we live, like gardening. Again, this is a sign to get prepared what we can, even if little. I understand that many readers may not have a lot of money, but seek God for reasonable preparations regarding water and food.
Dream 3:
And here is the last one I promise. So I'm watching this dinner at this really nice restaurant happen. There is this group of people there and out of all of them there is this woman that is the focus of attention. The dream starts there with everyone having a good time. Then the dream shifts to show an upstairs part with this really fat man sitting at a table. He tells the waiter to invite this woman up to that table. When the waiter tells the lady, she seems annoyed but goes up anyway. Then things get a bit strange. So either I was already up there, or I joined the table, or I was now in a first person perspective of what was going on, but I was then up there, and the rest of the conversation/dream went along these lines.
First, there were pleasantries exchanged. I see the waiter, and either the woman or I (again, I have no clue) nod at each other before I notice that the man is drinking a lot of wine.
A comment is made that the man should cut back on your drink for your kidneys and liver's sake, which he dismissed. Something about a blood test is then mentioned and that "Eventually that will be possible, but not right now".
Then there was this weird lead into a song that started like "A little bit of communism makes everything..." To which everyone else says "better", and I say "worse". After making this statement twice, I turn around to the one other guy sitting at the table.
There is nothing remarkable about this man at first considering the setting we were in. Well dressed, black hair, though he seemed to be a bit on the short side. We talk about something before, again, either I or the woman, no idea at this point looking back on it says "May God be with me." To which the short man goes pale and is frightened and says what I believe to have been "That is the Living God..." before diving out of his chair to hide his head behind a room divider/pillar of sorts, from which he remains perfectly still.
Then turning back to the table, from which a standard butter/table knife was picked up before I closed my eyes and a prayer was said which I cannot remember what was actually said before I see from a third person perspective the knife having been turned into solid gold. The dream ended there.
Witness 2 Interpretation: As mentioned earlier, this may be the year the woman and the dragon collide. I see the woman as representing "good" and the man representing the gluttony and idolatries of Babylon. Interestingly, he seems annoying and intimdating at first, but then he senses the spirit of God in the woman (and the anon), and he cannot hide from it. At the end, a miracle happens from the prayer.
I also think this shows, again, the power of prayer and our strength in Jesus Christ. We truly have nothing to fear when we are walking with him.
I think this year, we will see the power of the Saints arise on the scene. In this dream, I believe anon and the woman represented the Saints, and the man represented opposition to the Saints - the dragon himself.
This battle has already begun, but this year, it is about to heat up. Get into that secret place as much as possible!
I pray the timeline of Revelation is completely synchronized and all false timelines are destroyed by fire in Jesus's name. 9/28/24
A Message from Our Sister in Christ
I just enjoyed this email from one of our sisters in Christ. She gave me permission to post.
Blessings,
I'm sitting here at the cafe shop eating my breakfast lunch after exercising workout at the gym (she teaches classes).
I read entire blog; all those poor sick people!!
I saw the sores in summer of 2021, while at work on one of the customers in my line at my other job. I couldn't believe it; I was absolutely stunned to see those, all over his arms!!
I think this blog I am feeling led to share with others.
I have been watching my mom's demise, a slow and gradual poor health condition. I know she had the 1st two poisoning needles, but I don't know if she did anymore after that. She only recently mentioned to me one of her diagnoses to explain her weakness physically. Every day I am swimming in a pool of sorrow and sadness about her. Mainly physically but spiritually, also. It's so hard for me and my mind to change me to grips with it.
IF I pull my head out of the sand, figuratively speaking, would it hurt just as much?
I prayed and asked Jesus about it, what you posted and this blog, what's going on and what's coming next?
I also prayed in agreement - Lord save me now. I recently was led to read Psalm 107, a whole song devoted to delivering and deliverance from the Lord.
I'll be bringing gospel tracts to work today later on, and sharing as I am led. I heard through the grapevine COVID has been spreading like wildfire there amongst my coworkers. Even one guy, who I love and adore immensely, like a little brother for all his kindness and help to me, especially when I was new there; he's been out at least twice with it. Another gal said hers was horrible and for me to be careful with my mom still living.
In December we had unusual weather in my area, and I caught cold and allergy symptoms, something common for me. It ran its course like colds do. But, twice, after stormy cold weather in my area and I got caught without proper dry clothing.
I'm recovered now, thankfully. I've repented repeatedly for any and all sin, known or unknown in my life.
I want to get more disciplined in my Bible reading. Right now I'm like a smorgasbord of picking and choosing what to read at whim. I get a little t in f my Bible from the street preaching I hear from the biblical sources (I think God has given me enough discernment to know who is of Him preaching biblical truth).
I was recently chosen in my dance fitness association to become one of their volunteers for 2024. I prayed and asked Him if I could or not, and expressed that I really wanted to (volunteer). So He's opened the door for me to walk through. My agenda my desire is saving souls and 🙈 my man dance fitness instructors come to a saving knowledge of the Lord JESUS CHRIST 🙏🙏🤗💪💪🎶🎶❤️❤️
Remember last email you wrote I am very beautiful and this you heard from the Lord? Well, this meant something to me. In my childhood and upbringing, I distinctly remember getting the message that I was talking ugly! The adults didn't say so directly, but they told all the girls in my group how pretty they were and they said nothing about me or my looks. From that experience I the child inside me, told herself she's ugly and she believed it. It took me a lifetime to get more comfortable in my own skin. Yes, I do believe I am fearfully and wonderfully made
Iny dance classes, for example, I used to just put my hair up tied back in pony tail. Now, I'm more comfortable wearing it long and pretty, or half up and half down. I even got compliments last week for my physically pretty hair.
Well, a few months ago I destroyed my hair. It was long and pretty, but instead of trim. Instead of going to hair stylist I cut it myself. Big mistake!! It's lopsided now. I doubt most people can tell, but I can ((when looking for it). Lord willing it will grow back and I can get to hair salon for professional services there.
I gotta get moving on with my day. Take care and be well. Sincerely, Sister M.
For the men who do not care about this one, the women will. I also just thought it was sweet, and I sometimes want men to have the perspectives of women.
It sucks to be a woman because of the emphasis placed on beauty, and we have to think a lot about it. A lot!
I try now to remind the woman I see of their beauty, as I feel it is so rare for women to truly uplift each other. I am not talking about the "body positivity" movement, as I don't think that's from God. I am talking about women truly uplifting and loving each other in ways that they only can. So, I let M know she is beautiful, and that's what God told me!
The other day I was walking in the store, and a woman said, "Excuse me." I was so scared she was going to say something rude to me, but she said, "You look beautiful!"
That made my entire day, and it was such a rarity to hear it from another woman.
I also noticed that I am started to embrace my natural beauty more, as M is, as well. I used to be so nervous to go out in public without makeup, and now, I don't care as much. I went for a run, all sweaty and make-up-less, and a man said, "You look nice." I was so pleased that someone could see me as beautiful in my natural state, which does not fit in with the Babylonian system of beauty, at least not in some ways.
Again, this may all seem petty to men, but men are the ones watching porn, telling women they aren't beautiful enough, as I have written about. Men, give up the porn so you can empower women! You will even find women look differently to you, after going without it for a while.
God told me to tell M she was beautiful, and I am certain she is - inside and out.
So, thank you to all our beautiful woman readers, whoever they are. We don't hear as much from the women, but the ones we do, we value.
God bless you all in the name of Jesus Christ,
- Witness 2