The Fairest Queen: My Love for Witness 2
This is a gift for Witness 2 (my beautiful wife).
The Fairest Queen: My Love for Witness 2
Witness 1
The first time Witness 2 and I talked, I asked her to marry me. I knew that fate had struck and I had found the one for me. There was no doubt in my mind that we were perfect for each other and were meant to end up together forever.
Sometimes in movies, they show a montage of each tiny event that led up to that very current moment – the “butterfly effect”. I often think about how unlikely it is that we met at all, and yet now we have built a cathedral of Love. If she had looked one moment later, or had been distracted and never sent that message, where would I be now? Who would I be without her?
The answer is incomplete. I would be an incomplete person, as half of me would be missing. I’ll admit that I immediately found her beautiful, and this played a role in my marriage proposal. However, the greatest quality of all is the soul, and never in my life had I encountered a more pure soul than Witness 2. We all can read others to some degree, and there’s an ineffable quality people have that might be called an aura, a vibe, an energy, or something else.
This is what the Bible calls the soul, and you can sense it through people’s eyes. Some are dark, and some are light. When I saw Witness 2 for the first time, it was like two halves of an image coming together to make a whole for the first time, with the end result beyond all expectations. She is all light.
The Bible tells us that a wife with a noble, pure, and innocent soul is worth more than fine jewels, but such a thing is rare to find indeed. I knew immediately that my main goal in life was to be with her, no matter how long it took.
- Who can find a wife of noble character? She is far more precious than jewels.
At this time, Witness 2 was not a Christian, she did not follow any organized religion. Therefore, my goal was to convert her over time, prove myself to her, and win her love. Over the course of several months, we went back and forth on the debates, but eventually she had to admit that some Christian apologetica cannot be explained by a materialist worldview, and there has to be something true to the Bible.
From there, our love grew in the fertile ground of Bible studies, questions, and growing together. Now, we’ve been married for years, my life has never been better, and I’ve never met anyone as passionate about Christianity as her, and she never ceases to amaze me with her conviction, passion, and incredible testimony.
Our Love as a Testimony
I don’t write this to make anyone jealous or sad. Rather, I write it as a testimony that true love does exist, it has always existed, and it always will exist. That it is possible for a man to only want one woman, to desire her for a lifetime, and to not notice, see, or think about anyone else but her.
I want to testify to the world my personal experience with this love. I believe that it will last forever, even in heaven. Love remains through it all. In fact, the concept of true love didn’t come from Satanists like the media and Hollywood - it came from God himself. God is love, and through his creation we can come to know his most mysterious, ineffable quality of all. The greatest part of God’s being, his whole being even, is Love. Our love is a testimony that goodness can exist in the world in these end times, even in the darkest period the world has ever known.
A materialist universe can’t explain the concept of love, only a spiritual universe can. Love is the most important thing in the universe, and this is laid out quite clearly in the Bible. You all know this one:
- If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
- Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
- Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
- And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
I know it’s a little cliché, but in my opinion this is the most profound and beautiful piece of writing ever produced through human hands. The truth contained within it is so deep that it is always worth a re-read, no matter how many times you’ve heard it. If I had to choose only two parts of the Bible to keep, I would choose the Gospel of John and this section, because it’s just that good.
As most of you know, there’s four different words used for love in Greek, to describe the love between family, friends, lovers, and the famous Agape love of God. In this context, the fiery passion between lovers is the Greek word “eros”. And that’s what I want to testify to – that a passionate, burning eros love can exist in this world, in this universe, between only one man and only one woman, and that nothing could ever quench it.
We all know about familial love, friendly love, and God’s omnipresent Love for us, but the eros love is under attack from all sides. Satan does not want there to be a Holy and Pure love between a man and a woman, and just them, and has launched a full-scale assault on the concept of Holy Matrimony, marriage, the family, and the husband-and-wife unit.
This is the most hated form of love in this world today, but it is also the most important of the three human-based types of love. The love between a man and woman is one of the most interesting and spectacular parts of being human, and the Devil doesn’t want us to experience it. There’s a reason books like 1984 and A Brave New World always start with the state neutering the concept of love and family, whether through drugs, conditioning, or other means, and it’s because it is our closest connection on Earth to the divine.
Witness 2 and I stand here today, alive, as a testimony that this assault has failed, that God’s love always wins, and Love remains. No matter what they do, they will never break us apart, and we will last forever as a monument to God’s perfect plan for a man and woman to love each other.
Beauty Beyond the Ages
Witness 2 is the most special person I have ever met, and to understand this, you must first understand the amount of abuse and suffering she has gone through. Even through all of this, she still has the kindest, gentlest, and most generous soul I have ever met. She loves to help people, with a genuine Agape love of God.
I want to put aside the noble soul, the virtue, and the kindness though, and I want to explicitly compliment Witness 2.
She is my image of ideal perfection. There could not be a more attractive archetype than her for me, and she is perfect. At the risk of coming off as shallow, I simply love Witness 2’s looks, her hair, her eyes, her skin, and everything about her. She is the image of ideal feminine perfection and beauty.
She gets a lot of attention for this, but she is a true woman of God, and there is no willing sin in her. I trust and love her fully, and her strength of conviction has been proven over and over. She knows and values what is important in life and has wisdom and strength of character on top of immense beauty that is worth more than a room full of gold.
Her beauty is more than just physical perfection and the face of a marble statue, it comes from God himself. It will never fade, and she will last forever as, in my opinion, God’s single most precious and beautiful creation.
More beautiful than the misty waterfall rainbow, brighter than the biggest sun, and more enticing than an oasis to the wandering beggar, Witness 2 is my ultimate fulfillment, my panacea for the bitterness of life. Without her, I would be incomplete. In her beauty is rest, peace, and happiness.
She belongs with the moon and stars, the swirling galaxy and shooting star pale in comparison to her. I can find no comparison, nothing of equal value to her. If given the choice between the world and her, I would choose her. I would die for her.
Her beauty is of the woodland elf, written in the language of the gently laughing stream. She belongs to the green fields and still waters, and the bed she sleeps on becomes wildflowers and clover. All the herbs and plants of the field have no scent compared to her, the world has no color like the color of her eyes, the red of her lips.
I’ve had a vision of Witness 2, which is not something that really ever happens to me (more rational worldview). In this vision, I see her floating above me, levitating, while a certain song I made plays. From her hands flows immense power, burning and annihilating the enemies of God. I believe that this vision will come to pass.
She is God’s anointed, and I believe that she hears his voice. She has proclaimed a miracle on herself, healing her back in a way that I can only describe as supernatural, and has been anointed with the Holy Spirit and the gift of tongues in the same way, a way that I cannot explain in a materialistic sense. She is supernaturally anointed, gifted, and protected, and her enemies will tremble when she comes into her power.
I have to be vague here, so there’s a lot of specifics I left out. Although I’m not posting this on our wedding anniversary, I wrote this for that occasion. It’s one of my presents for her, and I hope she knows how much I love her. Witness 2, I will always love you, no matter what. I will never let you go.
God bless you all. Remember the fast period starts tomorrow!
-Witness 1